i hate having meaningless sex more than once; especially when the term "meaningless" actually becomes meaningless.

it's times like this when i really start to lose the girl (well, guy, to be precise).  it's like trying to hold water, it just slips right through your fingers, and leaves them wet for a pretty long while.  hopefully someone left a ( Read more... )

he loves you so much, he wants you to himself

( no words; just music )

i never find out til` i'm head over heels

ryan,

you're a rebound boy that doesn't make the cut.  but apparently, you've managed to make it to the next round by some sprig of mercy.  i don't like this, i don't like you, i don't like knowing that i'm starting to like you.

robert,

fuck you, i miss you.

willy,

you're still here, somewhere.

i shake the magic 8 ball; i call upon the runes; i blow the dandelions; i do it all.

i'm a mess

i'm a mess

i'm a mess

i'm a mess

i'm a mess

i'm a mess

i'm a mess

i'm a mess

( compare and contrast )

Bad girl drunk by six
Kissing someone else's lips
Smoke too many cigarettes a day
I'm not happy when I act this way

well now i have the utmost right to say that i can no longer keep my eyes peeled whenever i cross the street on skyline to sawtelle.  i can no longer expect anything.  i can no longer second guess anything.  i can no longer interpret any mixed signals.  i can no longer keep my eyes peeled for that yellow ford ranger.  i can no longer stare at the ( Read more... )

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK