"he met someone, who's a penn stater, did the disney program, from PA, that lives in FL,(where he is) and they are getting married in disney...it's like a fairy tale ( Read more... )

uijesfskdlfsdflaksfsdklfjag...that seems to be my life. It's moving 3.3 times the speed of light, yes, roughly 10e9 m/s, and I am just holding on for dear life...

how do you tell someone that they make you feel so good inside? how do you tell someone that being with them makes you are happier than you feel when you are alone? how do you share your feelings without losing a friend? life and love just suck. people you care about just walk in and out of your life and you just aren't strong enough to stand ( Read more... )

why does it hurt so much? I feel so...alone. No one to talk to. No one to hold. No one to wipe away my tears. I feel like I'm slipping...back into the darkness. I blame myself, but then again, I blame myself for everything. The girl that I long for, that doesn't even realize it. The life that I once knew. Does my life really suck that bad ( Read more... )

I was watching the Blues vs. Redwings game today and I had noticed on the channel schedule that there was a 30 minute pre-game thing going on before the game would even start, so I wasn't sure if I'd want to catch that, or if I would just watch my Penguins until the game started, but I'm glad I decided to give it a shot (or maybe just stumble upon ( Read more... )

So I was reading some old entries that I had written and given the woman problems I always seem to encounter this one deserved to be revisited. This entry was dated December 15, 2003, and written at approximately 2:00am ( Read more... )

I sit here, in front of my computer, staring at the illumination, a tear streaming down my face, pondering the waste of time, often referred to as my life. When did I lose control? Ideally, I wish I could say that I have been flourishing since my graduation from Penn State, but alas, I can not. As the days go on, things get worse and I find ( Read more... )

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind ( Read more... )

Cory and Topanga broke up today. Topanga had found another boy. She fell so quickly in love with this new boy. Cory and Shaun were talking about everything that was transpiring and in the midst of it all spoke such a meaningful few sentences ( Read more... )

Here I sit and contemplate how I feel about my life, after college. Well, I'm caught, caught in a whirlwind that encompasses my heart and soul. I know not of what way is up and what way is down. Life is an adventure. An adventure I want to share with someone. You. Oh gentle phoenix, put me on your wings and fly me to safety. I care not that ( Read more... )