So...I went home for the weekend. It was a very nice time. I got to spend the vast majority of my time with the most beautiful, unique, intelligent and special girl in the world, Kristin. She makes everything ok, she is the one thing in my life that means the most to me (family a very close second). Every smile brightens my day, every kiss warms ( Read more... )

Deric and Suk are fighting and throwing water on each other. Pookie has left the building, so I don't know where she be at. I've been working out everyday, which is working very well as a substitution for the anti-depressants. Also, the fact that I have one more semester to go till I get to be with Pookie is a major driving factor. I really don't ( Read more... )

You know everytime that I start to think, maybe me and Kristin aren't as close as we once were, she really comes through in the clutch. Her words calm all my fears, she is magical like that. It is a special bond that we share. Often, we feel bad burdening each other with our problems, but that other person is always waiting with open ears, and open ( Read more... )

Alas, it is 3:00am and I am unable to close my eyes. I should be sleeping, needing to get up at 6:30 to work out with DR, but I just can't do it. I read for AI, took my quiz, didn't do very well...but I don't know, then I did my EE310 homework that's due on friday, then read for CSE430W and now I'm running out of things to do for my night. I'm wide ( Read more... )

So many subjects running through my mind. Pookie, as always heads them up, as a tear runs down my cheek. I mean, could it be the problems she's having with the boys? Would it be the phone calls crying? Would it be that I miss her so much (which I do)? Actually...no...this is a different tear, it's a sentimental tear. I tear for my life that is ( Read more... )

Friday night, had a very nice party for Rita, a little graduation hasham. Good Times! A little beer pong and hanging out with the peeps. I'm gonna miss Geoff too. My boy is graduating and going back to Ramsey,NJ. But, it's all good, hopefully I'll still get to see him, he said it isn't to far to CT from where he resides. So..kewl! But, despite all ( Read more... )

So...I am back...it's been a few days...but I'm back. There is now a dog living in my bedroom by the name of Hailey. She is quite a hyperactive little pup but we manage. Deric sprung this on me on Friday when I got a call from Rita telling me my roommate is about to purchase a dog. I brace myself for the impending struggles. In walks Deric with ( Read more... )

Yep...almost done with my CSE431 project. Just a little more analysis and it'll be all good. Sometimes I just wish my answers could be in a book somewhere. But no such book exists. Oh well...So yeah..I was talking to my lab partner today..or rather he was talking to me, I, on the other hand, was thinking about shaving my head into a mohawk. Odd... ( Read more... )

Yes...a snapshot..of where I am and what I'm thinking. So I'm sitting here thinking about what projects and homework I have left in the next week and a half. I'm worried about how my grades will be at the end of this semester. I'm wondering if I can get a job. I'm unsure about how I can graduate. I'm just very scared. But, everytime I think about ( Read more... )

Do you ever sit and wonder about how much certain events can change your life so? How each event in your life makes you mature more and more. Also, it is ever so hard to judge your own character or maturity level, as it is not up to you. The true judge of your character is by those around you. It is kind of like your voice, it is a challenge to be ( Read more... )