Chris turned out to be an egotistical jerk! He insulted me, humilated me, and hurt me for the last time. And to think that I seriously considered having a relationship with this asshole. This hurt runs so deep that I can't even bring myself to continue to be friends with him. I'm no longer going to let him hurt me. His insensitive demeanor has ( Read more... )

I know what I'm doing is wrong. It could hurt other people's feelings. But what can I say? I'm only human. And I've made the grim grim realization and understanding as to why men cheat. It's such a sick and sad thing to experience...but it's all true and real ( Read more... )

Damn it, Chirs! I miss our email chats. i always looked forward to reading the responses i use to get from you, or even just random notes about random shit...it was really the highlight of my day. when i would become overwhelmed with work, stressed, and ready to punch a wall...i knew i could always count on you to make me smile or laugh. one of the ( Read more... )

he fucked me and then just left...................

and I couldn't be happier

this weekend was certainly a memorable one in Vegas. I managed to get extremely drunk before The Cult show. So drunk that I only stayed for 5 songs. But did that stop me from drinking more? Of course not. Things got ugly. I managed to piss off Chris, storm out of my hotel room, catch a cab to the Sand Dollar and surprised Curtis during his ( Read more... )

just got back from a weekend in Vegas with Chris.

I can't believe that I don't remember what I did Friday night.

ugh!

Got a new PC for home! I'm finally back up and running once again!! YAHOOO!!!! I'll be posting more now that I got my puter back. Be prepared for some drunken, angry, stoner posts soon!!

:)

it's been quite some time...I know. So much has happened. Let see, where to begin ( Read more... )

shots by my friend Jeff
feeling groovy


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So Chris has confessed his undying love for me and now wants to be more than just friends.
It's really stressing me out!
I'm really confused.
I don't know what to do.
I'm actually scared out of my wits by the whole thing.
I know I'll manage to find a way to fuck this up for the both of us.

shit