My friend Jeff took some new photos of me. This is a sneak peek. Can't wait to see the rest!

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long time again ( Read more... )

Wholly, fuckin shit! Where am I? Oh, here I am! Wake the fuck up, stupid!! I love it. You'll never guess where I'm at, at this moment. I'm in an awesome loft in downtown LA...in the nothingness of downtown LA....yet this loft is everything. The ceiling is high....it's completely open, and it's decorated rock n roll style. It's an amazing place. But ( Read more... )

and then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I'm severely co-dependent. Infatuated with being in love and having a relationship. Addictive behavior was ruining my life. It had to stop ( Read more... )

where does the time go ( Read more... )

it's been a long long time ( Read more... )

So I just got approved to move in to a 2 bedroom apt. in Temple City. Rent is $1250 a month. The place is totally cute. The price is the cheapest I've seen too. However, the property managers want $1550 for deposit, plus $50 for the keys, plus $50 for the gate remote, and of course first month's rent. What kind of shit is that?! I can't understand ( Read more... )

I just want to be loved

and have someone to love

that's all

oh man...got drunk by myself tonight. Viva Mexico ( Read more... )

This whole thing with Chris is still dragging on. I'm so tired of crying. Trying to make sense of everything. I wrote him a 3 page letter. He read it and called me on Sunday begging me for his forgiveness and told me how sorry he was for hurting my feelings. I told him I needed time. Lots of time. He says he isn't going to give up on our friendship ( Read more... )