I had to get out of the house and I knew that most likely Tara could find me if she needed to. I had to work, I had to pay my bills and I had to take care of me, so I went to my spot. Most girls worked a corner, but no, I had my own spot in a semi nice hotel where I knew I could make the money I needed to take off or to pay my bills. After about ( Read more... )

Cordelia wanted to talk to me, and I finally gave in. I had the feeling that Makayla wouldn't be around once we were done and I didn't like that feeling. I didn't understand why she would run away back to the streets. I know what it's like to live on the streets. This home is far better. But it's her decision ( Read more... )

Last night couldn't have been more amazing! In the last 48 hours I have fallen in love and given all control over to a man I barely know, yet feel like I have known him my whole life. I know the logic in this decision is lacking, but I have been thinking with my head for so many years, now I am leaping with my heart. The other amazing thing is I ( Read more... )

Soon after Willow left Giles left as well, leaving me tied to the chair with the spell that Willow had cast over me, in a room... on my own. They really knew me well to know that this would be a torture for me to not be able to use my own magicks and be stuck in a room without anyone in anyway to plead with to untie me ( Read more... )

I couldn't believe this. Amy was back; she helped Drusilla and Darla kidnap Cecelia, try to steal the babies, and as per usual started more trouble than she was worth. I should have learned years ago that she was a danger to have around; maybe then I wouldn’t have been in the trouble I was in Sunnydale ( Read more... )

Granted I have no idea what I'm doing, but Pheobe apparantly does. I'm not with the whole magickal thing, that really was Willow's genre. But Pheobe suggested the idea of scrying for this witch that they needed to find. I had no problem with it, as long as I got to spend time with her. Plus I really wanted to get off the topic of my past. I could ( Read more... )

This last night was the most amazing night of my life. I don't know why I was so worried, why I was so scared to give over to someone as amazing Christopher, but I was ( Read more... )

It took me a couple of moments to adjust to what Willow had just done but it did make me do a double take. For a second I was light headed but the moment it appeared it disappeared again ( Read more... )

I had asked Paige if I could spend the time that she was here with her and her nephews who I later learnt were incredibly bright children and I could have sworn I saw something happen between Wyatt and Chris, something move from one to the other without it actually moving. I put it aside as my imagination and continued talking to Paige ( Read more... )

Makayla and I sat there in silence for a few moments, me stroking her hair and her just leaning against me. I looked up when I heard a knock on the wall. Angel was standing in the threshold, poking his head in ( Read more... )