I passed the baby in the bathtub Sunday morning at 5 Am. I am thankful that I didn't have to carry it around for too long while it was passed away, like my first missed m/c. The first one I carried it inside me for 8 weeks before knowing it had died. This time only about three weeks. I don't think I could have handled carrying it for more than the ( Read more... )

I started having a little brown discharge Thursday evening, along with mild cramping. Friday morning my doc's midwife performed an u/s and discovered that my baby's heart had stopped at 8weeks, 3weeks ago. I had no warning. This is my third m/c and second missed m/c. It died only one week after my first app...my second was to be next tuesday. I had ( Read more... )

Friday evening, as my family and I were driving 65miles an hour on the interstate, had a deer run into us from the side. The car was totaled, but we were safe. The deer happened to be an 8point buck, so it was a good sized animal. Danny saved the antlers, and the children had a lot of questions. The next day I went in to have an u/s just in case, ( Read more... )

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Yesterday, the seventh, was my first u/s, and we were able to hear the baby's heart beating at 107 bpm! Seeing that little flicker, and listening to it over the speakers, was a joy ( Read more... )

To be or not to be a stressed out phycho mom? That is the question ( Read more... )

I took two home pregnancy tests yesterday and they came out faintly positive. I took another one this morning and it was negative. Then I called the dr. today and asked if I could have a blood test. Of course the lady who took my message said she would ask the nurses when they came back from lunch, and call me back...No one called me back. I called ( Read more... )

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I know it has been a while since I have updated my journal. Shame on me ( Read more... )

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )