this is for you, jacob. ugh. the things we do for love.

( it's seriously long )

man i have to run an errand. i just want to waste away on my computer all day feeling sorry for myself because i'm the same piece of shit i have been since i was 15. but instead i have to leave the house and it's not even raining. i should write this on livejournal, sounds just like the shit i wrote 7 years ago. boo.

i want to get really mad at someone. i want to yell at them and cry and punch them and maybe throw things. that is the kind of mood i'm in. the mood that usually ends up in breaking my phone or slamming my door or snapping at my parents or something wholly unsatisfying like that ( Read more... )

the other day i was babysitting and the six-year-old asked me if i believe in christ. she said she believes in christ, and that makes her a christian. i told her i didn't know. there are many things i could have said to that girl, but her mother was still there, and watching me, and i froze up. i had no idea what to say. its not really my place to ( Read more... )

tuesday, feb 24, 2009. 11:34pm ( Read more... )

sunday, feb 22, 2009. 10:46pm ( Read more... )

could it be? obama is going to be our president. i still don't really believe it. like maybe when i wake up in the morning it will turn out that oh just kidding he can't be president because fill in the blank. i didn't realize until he actually was elected that i was convinced it wasn't going to happen. they stole the election the last two times, ( Read more... )

Below is a request from PCASC activist Megan Hise who has been living
in Venezuela for the last year. She has been working closely with the
workers at the Sanitarios Maracay porcelain factory, and urges
immediate action in support of these workers. In this case, we can
honestly make a difference. ( Please read her letter and request below. )

this is very important.
( it's about burma. )

En qué fecha estamos? Ya no me acuerdo. Ni siquiera me acuerdo qué día es. Lunes. Hoy era lunes, sé porque me olvidé de irme al colegio a ver mis papeles. Lunes el 18 de junio. Hoy se fue la Maikie. Mareike, de alemania. Estaba en esta familia antes. Hoy tarde se fue a guayaquil, y en la mañana se va a alemania, via peru creo, algo mas en europa, y ( Read more... )