that was heavy with sarcasm in case you weren't aware ( Read more... )

no? well then don't read this ( Read more... )

sup.

haven't updated for a while...

...guess that's cause nothing ever happens.

i hate not having friends.

i hate not having the will to do anything productive.

i hate how i've been feeling.

i hate to think i need to be put on medication... again.

i thought i was doing better.

i thought i'd be able to handle this year.

i thought i had a strong willpower.

apparently i was wrong.

Basics ( Read more... )

GAH

jesus fucking christ. i hate pms-ing. seriously. >_it's really starting to irritate me how much mitch calls to worry about shit. like... ok. i just got kinda grr-ish cause well first and foremost, my earlier remark (note: pms) and because he mentioned the book A Child Called It and that book depressed the hell out of me, and he goes and ( Read more... )

um ( Read more... )

so mitch left this morning... i've been crying on and off for the past few days... i really don't know what i'm going to do without him ( Read more... )

yeah, i know i just updated like 10 minutes ago.

but i was reading over a few lj entries of months past...

it's amazing how much i've changed

and even more amazing how much i've still managed to stay the same.

i'm going to my camper before it gets too dark to find it... fuck, it's too dark already. oh well.

i feel insane.

yeah, so i'm in connecticut, on my second-cousin-once-removed (Laura)'s farm. it's day 3 or 4 or something, and tomorrow i'm comin' home. which is good. i mean, don't get me wrong. i absolutely love it here. fresh air, and fresher food, cool people, beautiful sunrises... but i miss mitch, and i miss people, and i miss being able to go places and ( Read more... )