I am down and depressed, lonliness I guess. My phone is shut off so I don't have much communication with the outside world I spend most of my time at school. I am actually getting pretty good in geology, I even brought In A rock yesterday and told that teacher what I thought it was and he said I was right, all the assignments we've had we have ( Read more... )

So today I saw some guy on west maumee walking.. He was wearing black pants, hat, and vest with a white shirt and an opera mask. I starting thinking. I wish I had a digital camera to take pictures of sshit in adrian to make a presentation of some sort. I'd take pictures of historical buildings and such, and things like the porchee's all the ( Read more... )

I am officially overloaded. Next semester I am not taking so much school work on. I have so many assignments and projects to do it's difficult to keep straight which is due on what day. I have a schedule planner but that doesn't help that much, especially with the term long major assignments. So today I drank a pot of coffee to reboot myself. ( Read more... )

I am finally done with my Geography take home mid term. The last few paragraphs are all squiggly. Now that that is done I am going to study geology. I was going to make flashcards but I don't know where they are. At least I can study my lab notes. My whole weekend was waisted away and I am miserable about it. I need a break and I need to let ( Read more... )

I wish someone was kissing it. But sadly no. I am Kicking it for not paying attention in Geography, and not paying attention to the questions the first twenty times I read them. Last night I read my mid-term exam qquestion over and over until I finally got it, so I thought. I worked HARD on it last night, almost too much. Today I started up ( Read more... )

My car is damp on the inside from raining with the windows down. It always seems so aprapo with my moods. I feel damp, and rainy. I got the music to work on the computer. Play the songs over and over. Makes the rain come larger and harder. Steam rises from my car seats and fogs up my glasses, blinging isn't it?

God my mouth is so dry and for no reason. I'm at school of course I just turned in my essay for a remembered event and the 3hr. Writing assignment from the internet. I got back my first 3hr assignment and got full credi! my first grade out of my classes. I have another essay to start on, and another 3hr activity but I won't start that until ( Read more... )

With each night comes dreams of blurred visions and sensories that innertwine in no significant way. Sometimes they make me think futher into them as if they might be a sign, but I mostly disregard them as meaningless brain sploodge. Maybe I should start doing that with my days too. Or anyone that I come across during the day, and take my dreams ( Read more... )

Is it ever a wonderful day. No. Maybe the day that I get rich from sitting on my ass. But that's not today. I locked my keys in my car and was stuck in Jcc parking lot trying to jimmy my way into it ( Read more... )

I realize now why I used to be so terrible to be around. I was starving. Even though I ate, my body was still suffering from all the meals that I had been missing. EVen if I did eat, it wasn't enough to repair the damage my body was suffering. So I lashed out at everyone, being a bitchy, grumpy person. Deffinetly not the best company ( Read more... )