I hate a lot of things about this world, but I mostly hate myself. My inability to cope, to be positive and to not fall apart makes me so ashamed of who I am. I truly am the biggest loser there is, and if not the biggest, then definitely one of. I have a good life; it's not like I'm impoverished or without a good family. I could technically do ( Read more... )

So sad...feel like I'm going to throw up. No one to talk to...can't wait to die.

I'll never be happy. I'll never touch lives. I'll never be successful. I'll always be a loser. I don't know why I'm still here. It doesn't give me hope. It just makes me wish for the day I actually die. Don't care about anything. No one will truly miss me if I died anyway. I mean, anyone with a heart will feel sad. My family will probably cry for ( Read more... )

I hate stupid positive people. I hate them so freaking much.

No one understands how much of a loser I am ( Read more... )

No words today. The picture will explain.

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I just want God to take my life. Every night I beg him to let me die, but I keep waking up. It's the only thing I really want anymore. I don't want to go to the hospital and get doped up on a bunch of pills just to keep me stable. I don't want to talk to a psychologist or a counselor about my problems. I don't want to live, period. I don't know ( Read more... )

Boys are idiots. I can't believe I wasted my time. As I've said before, I'm so stupid. I put myself in a vulnerable situation. A guy in my car at night that I barely know. Why am I such an idiot? Because I had a crush? I could have gotten raped. From the moment he started kissing my neck, I was so scared. I thought he was just going to hug me. My ( Read more... )

Not a subject I was ever too interested in but lately it has been bothering me ( Read more... )

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