OK, I know this is going to be a big surprise, considering my last entry.  But after a long talk with an old friend, one I can always count on to not sugar coat, I've decided to go visit Joe.  I'll be visiting for 5 days ( Read more... )

I get myself into these messes?

Joe and I have been fighting... pretty hardcore the last couple days.  It's the same old argument.... the one where I'm supposed to give up everything I have and move to California.  Last night it got really bad.  I was talking to him on the phone, told him I was tired and that I'd talk to him tomorrow.  He said no, ( Read more... )

Met him this morning.... nice guy.  He's very sweet.  And very good.  ;)  He was here for about 2 hours, and lets just say there wasn't much downtime.  Not sure how much we'll see each other.... I'm suspecting it will be once in a while.  But that's ok with me.

OK, so I meeting Michael tomorrow morning.  He's coming over for breakfast.  The interesting part?  He's married.  But, I have a philosophy about that.  Basically, it's not my problem.  It's not my job to police what other people do.  He's made the choice to meet someone outside his marriage.  What does it matter to me?  If I make a friend out of ( Read more... )

But guess what?  lol ( Read more... )

Maybe.  Wasn't my intention.... but I think that's what happened.  As many of you remember, part of the decline and eventual end of my marriage had to do with my involvement with one guy.  Jason.  For almost two years, he kept me dangling on a string.  For almost two years, he made promise after promise that I was  the one he loved and that he ( Read more... )

It's late.  I really should be in bed... Meh ( Read more... )

OK, so I'm still swapping emails with the 27 year old.  And now they are getting interesting. ;)  I've found out that he's not looking for a relationship, just someone to be intimate with.  Now that's music to my ears.   I don't really want a relationship either.  He's shy, which I like.  But we are learning a lot about each other.  I don't know if ( Read more... )

You know, the one that used to post here?

Oh wait... that's me.  I've been meaning to post here, but everytime I think about it I get sidetracked.

Sooo... let's see...

Work.  It still sucks.  The new boss is such an idiot.  Still micromanaging everything.  To give you an idea, we have more people working in our department than ever, but yet, me and ( Read more... )

I got the tattoo... it's a small, simple heart.  It looks very good.  Once it heals a bit ( and doesn't look so icky) I'll put up a pic of it ( Read more... )