AHHHHHHHHHHH, I'm crawling in skin ( Read more... )

 almost 2pm and no cals!
It has been really easy.....my husband and I, are having major issues. Anytime we are like this I don't eat. Double sided sowrd type of thing. Sucks but works.
Have a great day gals xo

So..... Today, Friday, and, Sat. I'll be fasting. It's going to be hard, but a some gals from lj joined in on the fast! That makes it way easier and way more fun!!!

(Sorta non-ed related)
My mother and  Husband have been making my life hell. They have some odd tiff between them, and it gets dumped all on me. They are fueling me not to eat...if that ( Read more... )

ew I'm gross. I feel sooooo yucky !!!! I totally effed up! I had been doing so well...almost perfect. I binge ate. Not in one sitting....through out the day. I started  with go lean cereal, then I had go lean black bean and brown rice dinner. Ahhh, it gets bad, I ate 2 bowls mint chocolate chip ice cream. Aggggg, and then a freaking bowel of rice. ( Read more... )

finaly! I am feeling pretty damn good!
xo 
hope you guys are doing fab

" The thing is, when your thoughts are contstantly focused on the FUTURE, you are not satisfied with the PRESENT. You see what I mean? So, maybe once you reach a goal, you're FUTURE desire will collide with Your Present reality, and you'll finally be satisfied. Unfortunately, that is only a vain hope for some people, because they are constantly ( Read more... )

It's 2:30pm no food...doing well
but admit I'm a bit hungry right now. I know that will go away though and I'll be proud of myself for not breaking. I can do it .I can do it.
 How are things going luv bugs?

 I just love Monday's...fresh start to the week. I' doing pretty well, it's 12 and I have not ate anything. I'll have some green tea later for some energy, but I'll be fasting today due to eating like a normal person would yesterday. I don't think it effected my weight that much...it's just the thought of it ( Read more... )

Today was not one of the best or the worst...
I went way beyond my planned cals :( 
around 800 cals for the day.

I did not walk the 2 miles I was supposed to :(
I sat around on couch all day smoking weed. I'm so disapponited in myself.

(not ed related )
My husband and I have these major fights at least once a day. It's so sad. The more we try to work ( Read more... )

I have already reached my cal max(500) and it's only 11:30 AM. So, I plan on water and tea for the rest of the day.O well.  I'm also going to racewalk 2 miles. If all goes as planned I'll be happy about the day!

So until then
xo