Thanksgiving is over....I'm totally thankfull for that ( Read more... )

Today is not to bad. I Had my Tall non fat double latte and played Tennis. I managed to surpress my appetite and burn calories! The only thing that is bothering me is how shaky I am. so annoying. I just want to old my damn hand still.

I paln on not really eating....just for show....if ya know what I mean.

Hope everyone is doing well!
xo

Unless I have a plan of action. I'm out of control. I want control back! I have been awful these past days. I don't think I have put on much weight, however if I did, I'll loose it quick!

I'm in my home town for Thanksgiving.My whole family is coming. Everybody, including my hubby of course. My cousin that I have a tiff with will be there with her ( Read more... )

I ate normal today......again I feel bloated and gross. I saved myself from a binge, so in a way I'm proud I avoided that.
I at least played tennis Today. Later this evening I'll take some ex-lax tea, to clean out my tummy.

Tomorrow back to major restricting!!!!!

Ahhh, I can't believe I have done this again. Eww

Well, yesterday I ate like a fat normal person would. Not a binge. Just normal. I Felt ashamed and disgusting. I felt like a fat bloated little piggy. Yuck ( Read more... )

okay...doing well
I have only had a tall non fat latte and it's 3pm. I also went on a walk outside for 2 /12 miles. So proud of myself!
yeah!
xoxo 

Today was awesome. I got to eat at my fav breakfast cafe, where I can eat tiny healthy portions! Then I joined a lux Gym. I did some cardio then steamed in the sauna. Not only did I workout today, but I hardly ate as well!

Tomorrow is going to be nerve recking and great at the same time. Tomorrow I meet My trainer. They weigh, measure, poke , prode ( Read more... )

YAY for me ( Read more... )

 Today I just had my latte!
Now I'm going to this fab little indie spot, to have jasmine tea and steamed veggies. Yummy! I'm actually realy excited to have the steamed veggies...like they are candy..lol. 
Anywho, as long as I follow through with the plan today will be great. 
*ahhh, it's been cold lately!

I can already tell. The last two days have been horrid, but today I'm back on track!

*last night I took ex-lax tea for the second night in a row. I managed to clean myself out, but also caused some killer cramps!

**My husband brought me a tall non fat latte with an add shot from starbucks! Cheers to my fresh start. What a great way to start off.
**Now ( Read more... )