my name is christina and i am addicted to coffee. it's official. working at the hospital makes you addicted to coffee especially working at night. i am always flabbergasted by residents i meet whom do not drink and or like coffee. WFT!! coffee is life. and unfortunately addicted to starbucks coffee since they sell cheap bags of it at Target ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night and it was about the future, it took place in 2375 and in a place much like today. my family was there and they were concentrating on the same issues from around this present time. they had some how frozen themselves and had come back to the future within the last year or so. some people could not see me but some could ( Read more... )

my belly dance class was canceled tonight secondary to shitty weather in portland. that makes me sad because i had to miss last week's class due to my needing to be at work. however i was at work last week on a wednesday because i took thursday night off to go to merrill auditorium to see the illustrious ani difranco. she was so amazing, i saw ( Read more... )

so here i stand, again in front of a computer to pour my heart out over a keyboard to be posted as a journal entry live for all those to see. i am 21 about to be 22 at the end of august just late enough to be considered a virgo, ready to graduate in december, done with my partnership in the dominican republic, met the woman of my dreams and am ( Read more... )

fireworks under the the spell of slightly sweet intoxication leaning onto a pretty girl makes for an exquisite fourth.

last night with the neighbor, best friend, lust of my life, and a few people i just met went skinny dipping at two lights. it was soooo fucking cold. only K and i went in the water bare ass. we fucking rock. yee haw. peace.

E opened up too much to me last night and wanted to make out with me. i did not think that that was ok. i will stand my ground. peace.

i had a anxiety attack on monday with hyperventilating and flash backs. the whole works. then i cried and hid for an hour. then b let me lay in her bed for an hour and she just held me and let me talk and held my hand. i am still coming down from it. today i am ok. i have been doing some painting and that has made me feel more at peace with myself.

i like my jobs. and everything is going well. tonight i am going to a party which i have not done in a while. it should be fun. maybe i'll meet someone here tonight, that would be fab. i have a good feeling about this perhaps. hmmmm indeed. anywho it will be sweet to hang with ms. askini. she rocks my socks, and she's fucking hott. nothing like it ( Read more... )

i do hope everything works out well in the next four weeks. ugh. but the good news is that i found some money squirrled away in a few accounts that i have not touched in a while. peace.