It's been such a terrible week. An old friend of mine decided to hang himself at home, and leave behind his wife, 5 yr old daughter, and 2 yr old son. He was a fire captain, a counselor, a ski patroller, and an architect. He had it all. Great kids, a gorgeous home (paid off), a sail boat, a water plane. He had it all...........Except the ( Read more... )

Ever have a bad dream, and wake up all upset, or pissed off because of it? I had a doozy last night. I dreamed that Brandon left me for someone else, and tried to take our son with them. I woke up teary eyed, and extremely mad. I couldn't even talk to B, because I was so mad. He didn't do anything in real-life. He must think I'm psycho!! ( Read more... )

What to do?

SO, What do you say? I have never had any sort of journal before. No diary. I guess I'm nothing like the rest of the female race. Anyways, I have lots to say about myself, but never had a place I felt comfortable enough to write the stuff down. I figure, I'm not that bad of a person. I have my faults, but so does everyone else. If you are ( Read more... )