one more kiss could be the best thing ( Read more... )

my friend corey died, and he wake is tonight.. it's so sad. i can't go to it. i can't handle stuff like that anymore.

to say the way i feel, in the easiest possible way, listen to "white flag" - DIDO.

I always find it hard to talk to you, mainly because of i think so much of you, so highly of you. but i just wanted to say that i will never be perfect, i will probably never be on your level.. but i do love you, i may not do exactly what you want, but i am doing all i can, i may not give you all you want, but i am giving you all i can. i love you ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas everyone.

This Christmas sucked, I tried to so hard and kept telling myself I wasnt going to cry, but I did, of course. I am crying right now actually. Just everything is wrong, not how it usually is. Everything is bothering me, i texted 12 people and told them Merry Christmas, may I add, these 12 people "like me so much" some ( Read more... )

so it's christmas eve. woo hoo. (sarcasm) i've decided that tomorrow i will go down and help the shelter, i have nothing else to do. it will be good for me.

jarrett came by today, it was alright. he brought me another present. it is a watch, i'll put a picture of it below. he is a cool guy, and its good because he understands that i love jay, ( Read more... )

christmas is almost here. doesnt feel like it, although it is 22 degrees at the moment, here in LOUISIANA! *note: louisiana is never cold* so its cool, i guess it helps the christmas feeling a little ( Read more... )

blah. to anyone who bought stuff from me and hasnt recieved it yet. IM SORRY. everything has been so hectic with moving and stuff. plus every day life, i have it and i will be sending it RIGHT after christmas.

tonight i had a conversation with jay and it just made me realize.. just why its not so easy for me to let go. like, he was so reasonable, and calm, just like ive always wanted him to be, and i appreciated that so much. i guess good things do happen, when you dont expect them to, because the last thing i expected tonight was a nice conversation, ( Read more... )

i feel like being random. i have a charm bracelet, which i used to be obsessed with, lately i havent added anymore to it, but here's pictures of all of the charms. i wont go into detail because it is really no ones business what they all mean. but if you do have some questions, just ask.


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