never thought you would be like everyone else, and CHEAT on me, but i guess i was just right. thanks for hurting me... again.

i guess you never loved me.

it isnt fair to me because you were so wrong about everything, but i guess its your loss.

all i can say is.. thanks for doing it in a classy way.

jerk.

*note the sarcasm of the first part*

would you really wanna be with someone who hooked up with almost all of your friends? OBVIOUSLY!

i miss you, i love you, and i am praying for you.

its times like this when i realize how much you really mean to me, and i see that its alot, i dont think ive ever had so much to lose.

i love you, remember that.

i'm mad at everyone ( Read more... )

i'm mad at everyone.

everyone sucks.

my day sucks..

and who cares?

no one, thats what i thought.

i dont think i have ever been this hurt. it really sucks when your own boyfriend doesnt care about anything going on, i am even way too stressed out to write about it, its that bad.

if i think back to 3 years ago, i never thought i wouldnt be with you still today, all of my plans were built around you, and you know that. but after tonight and the talk we had, i just wonder why you told me all of the things you did, you said you had so much to say that you never said and why wasnt "ericka, im sorry" one of those things? are you ( Read more... )

eek. i havent updated in forever.

my computer is still.. broke ;[

ericka's so sad.

blah.

i was looking through my mail today and i found some old zines that i made.. like back in january. i will paste the stuff in here, so much has changed, i was so different then ( Read more... )