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I'm horrible at updating this thing lately. That should change soon. Wanna know why? School. Yeah, that's right, I registered for classes yesterday. Sweetness. Hurray student loan. And I'm technically full time, taking Intro to Psych, Photoshop, History of Western art, and Drawing 3. God I love being an art student. Fun classes. Anyways. So thats ( Read more... )

Ok, so life's been boring. Going to OC next week with Ashley and her family for like 2 days. Work's the same, making money, paying bills. I've been staying home or just hanging out with people since there's not really any money to go out all the time. Oh yeah and watching movies and random TV shows. Today mostly animal planet. I want an animal ( Read more... )

Tired. Got a little sleep last night, again. Thank you warcraft. Purely the games fault, not mine at all. We went to see Mindless Self Indulgence the other night, flippin awesome. Some girl kept jumping next to me and stepped on my feet a few times but she stopped when I accidentally jabbed my elbow into her ribs, she really should be more careful ( Read more... )

Better yet, I wish I could believe people. I wish I could believe I'm beautiful, special even. A great or perhaps even incredible person. I can't and it hurts. Meanwhile I feel so many emotions that none of them really show because they're all trying to explode out. I don't know what to think. I want to believe what some people say but something ( Read more... )

it's been a while... again. So I'll do a few bullets ( Read more... )

Well, North Carolina has been fairly relaxing. A lot of nothing around here. Nothing to take my mind off things though, aside from TV and reading. I've finally got most of my book done on the plus side. I do like it here, it's just I keep thinking about how I might be losing a friend or 2 soon and there's nothing I can really do about it. The only ( Read more... )

Wow, 2 updates in a week. First time in a little while. So, I'm guessing you've heard about the rate increases from BGE? If not, basically BGE is going to increase thier rates by about 72% and there's nothing the legislature can do because in 1999, they voted against regulation of energy prices. I understand that they voted against regulation to ( Read more... )

Ok, so nothing much has been going on in my life. Benn working as usual. Work's been better though, so I don't mind it so much. Making money. Fun. Been playing way too much World of Warcraft (aka WoW). I have 4 characters now. My newest creation is a Gnomish Warrior named Liloo (looking in Ashley's direction). I have fun and that's all I ( Read more... )

Why is there always something going on that seriously sucks? It's supremely annoying. I'm not sure how long John and I will be together. Could be tomorrow, could be forever. I don't like not being sure about these things. I'm frustrated how things have been in the past, and how we're so different. But then he's making a big effort to change, and we ( Read more... )