These variable spurts of being ok to feeling lousy is getting annoying. However, I feel like I'm starting to see how things truly are now...and it's sad.

Anyways, I just need some change in my life.

Well, what's done is done. I sent her everything I had to send her. Supposedly she is to write me back ASAP...which for her, may be in a month to never. Oh well. My memories of her are probably the memories for a different person at this point anyways.

I feel so miserable...because I miss Michelle...because she really was my bestfriend, and I made the ultimate mistake of feeling anything much more for her...I want to fight for our friendship, but what's there left? She won't reply to me...ever...and the only thing I can think of is trying to see her at work, bring a yellow rose or something ( Read more... )

Semi-good day ( Read more... )

The thing about Spring Break for me is that it's not really a break. It's a period where I catch up or take care of other things that I have put off until now ( Read more... )

So, here's what I hope to be the first of a series of regular entries. I'm going to treat this as a "Day 1" type of deal ( Read more... )

I have goals in life and I have the path right in front of me.

I don't think I have any friends in life.

I'm going to med school!

Another day of wallowing and doing absolutely nothing. Why am I in such a slump and why can I not pull myself out of it ( Read more... )

Lately, I have been feeling irritated. I'm not sure what it is. Maybe it's the waiting, everyday, to hear something, anything, from the med schools that I applied to. Maybe it's the lack of anything productive in my life. Or maybe it's the lack of friends. I have a headache...and I called in sick for tomorrow and I know I shouldn't have. I ( Read more... )