I...am not doing so well...

When I see photos of my friends drinking/drunk, I feel...lonely ( Read more... )

Day started out good...oh well.

I hate who it only takes one person to completely destroy my mindset and hold me down. Why can't I just stop caring? I've tried to convince myself of it with sound argument...so why? I need focus...and I need to stop caring...

I feel...ridiculously...lonely.

Ah, I need to sit down and clear my head. It's like I just kind of floating. I need something to anchor to and focus my energies on. Help.

It's becoming harder and harder to focus on school and not let my relationships bug me and depress me....I don't know what to do...

I get sudden attacks of misery...it's an on and off thing...

I'm not so much confused as I am...undecisive I guess? I'm pretty tired, but that doesn't really matter. I'm not doing well this semester..I bit off more than I should have. Now I need to focus...but it's a tad hard...

In my moments of weakness, I have to slow my mind down and remember what it is I am pursuing...and to try and belittle those people and things that bring me down...even if they don't mean to...