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Negative self talk is not necessarily honesty
I have this idea that being honest about my negative thoughts about myself is somehow wise and self aware and a step in the direction of fixing those negative things, and those are the thoughts I usually talk about when I get on LiveJournal because they are things I rarely utter out loud to anyone.
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All the things
So, my apartment had a humidity problem. The apartment manager didn't know how to do anything for me. I think I ended up getting her fired ( Read more... ) -
Being in Dallas today was jarring.
The Neiman Marcus corporate offices and downtown store were closed today, so all the executives were in my store today in order to conduct business. You know, when executives are in the store there's always that on-the-edge-of-your-seat sort of feeling ( Read more... ) -
Was definitely drunk when I wrote that entry last night
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Unexpected feelings
So Thursday I sang in my friend Liz's wedding. She was my little in SAI and we were best friends until she moved in with me in college. We had a falling out and didn't really talk for years. We would see each other at parties and be amicable but not say much. Finally maybe a year ago now, I saw her at a party at my old house, and she apologized for ( Read more... ) -
Graham part 2
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Graham
So there's this guy. He's a really talented organist. He plays at the largest Episcopal church.... in the entire country. It's one of the other churches in my Diocese ( Read more... ) -
I really ought to watch more Grey's Anatomy
Every time I watch that show, my desire to be social and cultivate my social relationships bubbles up. My life used to be such a drama. I could have been one of those kinds of shows ( Read more... ) -
Allegri has lost it's novelty
A friend just posted a choral piece on facebook, and as I'm listening to it, I started to reflect on singing Allegri's Miserere Mei as the soprano soloist, which I do every year for good friday. I just realized that it has lost it's novelty. It doesn't excite me like it used to. I get excited enough about gemstones and the artistry of jewelry a lot ( Read more... )