I went to ameture night at the strip club last night, and that was pretty exciting. The first couple of girls were a bit scary.. too large to be upstage dancing in front of people. Sometimes I found myself wondering if these girls have even seen strippers perform. People have a really weird idea of what is viewed as sexy.. I mean.. some of these ( Read more... )

Ever since Saturday, Roger has been driving me crazy. I wish he would just leave me alone. Him and my mom are almost on the same team, the "I want to know how you act at parties so I can know that you are safe." Parties have become such a big fucking deal and I wish he would get off my ass. He's so worried about everything. He's worried that ( Read more... )

This past saturday was both good and bad. We were having a party for Erica at this hotel. Good in the means that it was a lot of fun, and that I got to see a lot of fun people all at once, and even some old people who I haven't seen in awhile (Daniel..Robin) and meet some new chick that seemed pretty fun. (What was Debby's friend's name? Erin? ( Read more... )

today was the funeral, and as much of a bitch i sound like, i have to say this. mere pissed me off during it. i took roger with me, and the second we walked through the doors, she turned to look at us, but then turned back around and never looked at me after that. she didn't talk to me, she didn't thank me for coming, she didn't say a word. i know ( Read more... )

Mere's grandma died on Thursday. I went over there last night and she told me. It was weird, I mean, I was upset, but I probably didn't look like it. Memaw was like a grandma to me, too. I've never had any grandparents so I sort of took her over as my own. She always used to tell me that she considered me another one of her grandkids, and she would ( Read more... )

i've been stressed out as hell lately, and i don't see it going away anytime soon. i'm just saying this as a warning to anyone who tries to talk to me, or call me. in fact, i've been leaving my phone off a lot lately. or at least on silent. there are just too many days where i don't want to talk to anybody, or where i just don't feel like i can ( Read more... )

has anybody started watching 8th & ocean? it's going to be my new addiction. i am just so completely addicted to models. right now, america's next top model is on, as well as 8th and ocean. so i am in model tv heaven. every time i watch these shows, i want to run out and take a billion pictures of myself and then submit them to some agency, but ( Read more... )

this spring break has been retarded. i did get to spend a lot of time with erica, which was the best part. we spent hours and hours at dennys, like dorks, but it was good enough because all we ever do is talk nonstop anyway. we got to see britney, which was a fun suprise. i've missed her. erica and i talked about a bunch of shit, nothing i feel ( Read more... )

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at school again. hum de dum. i love it when we have nothing to do, because then I get to play online all day long ( Read more... )