I swear im the biggest procrastinator i know.  I have no intention of tidying my consistantly messy room, little motivation to study until the last day something's due, and im currently listening to the endless number of songs which i've placed in my 'liked' youtube account.  Malchik Gay's playing atm ( Read more... )

The dreams I've been having are not nightmares
but I want to forget them
And each one is different, sometimes different people, but with the same theme

I want them to become real, but at the same time I don't
Maybe I just don't know what I want...

But please
make them stop

なんか... 知らないほうがよくない？

It's just another day in paradise...

One less day in it too

I don't know what I'm destined to be

but there's one thing I'm sure of that won't be part of it

by the end of of this year

I shall never it see

ever again

To the person who has gone - or never even existed
maybe things could've been better...

To the person who faded like a ghost
I wish we could've been at least friends.

But a life full of regrets
is not a life I choose.

What happens so recently seems like a distant memory in the horizon.

What happens so long ago seems like it was just yesterday.

Memories fond, dear to the heart, or otherwise

I shall not forget

As of this year, i am in a place right next to where i was for the past 3 years.

And then honestly, i have no idea what will bring me after grad.  I don't know where I'll be or what i'll be doing, but i just know it will again be in a different place.

Finally had exam results not long ago.

I passed.
Yay >

Exam are done.  And now I face what I was dreading that comes after it - just being left behind.
But I know that will go away, and now I very much look forward to Christmas.