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Still alive. Still working my butt off.
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F My Life
This feels like the worst day of my life, but I know it actually isn't. Since my practicum, I have lost all confidence in my skills and even the knowledge that I acquired. I feel dumb, and it's the most dishearting feeling in the world. I need to sit down and study my life away just to be successful because my marks are going down hill quickly ( Read more... ) -
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My radiology class is going to be the death of me. I thought that I knew the material fairly well, but the marks that I've been getting back are less than satisfactory. I've never struggled in a class for this program more than radiology. It doesn't help that we have the Marking Nazi as our teacher. She's a great teacher and knows her stuff, but ( Read more... ) -
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Has anyone had a job where co-workers make you feel stupid? Like, I know I'm a fairly educated person, but there are a lot of times in my summer job where I am made to feel like not knowing something deserves shunning. I think what's worse is that if you attempt to do something anyway (to stumble your way through and teach it to yourself by reading ( Read more... ) -
What is the worlds are we thinking?
OMG! A post! Apparently, they still exist. >.> They just don't happen often anymore ( Read more... ) -
OMG, where did the month go?
School is trying to eat into my skull and devour my poor brain. I think the most difficult class in substance and class experience is Veterinary Clinical Pathology (study of blood and other lovely bodily fluids). It's like a massive info dump every class, and I end up wandering out with a headache every single time ( Read more... ) -
Intro to University
Spending two years away from school hasn't affected me as much as I thought it might have, but it is hard to keep excellent study habits when I'm used to having evenings and weekends as my own time. It was kind of easy in the beginning and the faculty made it seem like we would be eased in and helped along every step ( Read more... ) -
Since when have we been 'friends' & how soon can we stop?
This might just be me saying. Have you ever tried to be friends with someone and feel like your efforts are completely wasted? I bet it's just a matter of being 'too sensitive' over the idea. Wasn't it supposed to be 'give a little, get a little'?
On a brighter note, there seems to be a lot to do in the upcoming dayshift for damned. I hope that I can ( Read more... ) -
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*sigh* I think I really screwed up in damned. Sometimes I really wonder why the heck I do that? I need to stop assuming things, since this is the second times it's gotten me in trouble. -_-
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Life in General
It's been a week today since I resigned from my job. It still feels like a vacation, though I admit to already being forgetful when it comes to the days of the week. I have to keep checking my computer calender in order to remember. And thankfully, work hasn't called me to ask questions and the like, though I keep dreaming about work. -_ ( Read more... )