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There is no magic wand.
You want to fix everything. I get that. You just want everyone to be happy and for nobody to hurt anymore. I totally get that. I get that because I feel that too. I don't know how many times I've wished for a magic wand I could just wave over people and solve their problems. How many times to do I fantasise about winning the lottery and using the ( Read more... ) -
Standard exam stress post.
What I really want to do is get drunk, eat nachos and watch anime and then sleep for ages.
I've been sick on and off (mostly on) since September and this semester has just been way too long. -
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Apparently it's perfectly fine for me to make a 45 minute walk from the station to work mostly uphill and in the rain/wind after a a long day of clinic because I can't have the car and nobody can be bothered collecting me but my sister is too precious to make the 30 minute walk from the bus stop to home (flat terrain, forecast looks good). ( Read more... ) -
The scientific method does not always apply
The thing is right now I'm trying to figure out a thing. I don't know why I'm suddenly so keen to 'fill in the blanks' as it were but this year's theme appears to be self discovery so whatever. Anyway, I feel like I know which thing I am but the thing that's driving me crazy is that I'm basing this entirely off the fact that this label "just feels ( Read more... ) -
The problem with not acknowledging problems is it becomes increasingly hard to talk about them
Right now I am both sick with worry about exams/assignments and my future in general, and positively paralysed by an overwhelming lethargy and inability to give a fuck ( Read more... ) -
The trouble with being human
I'm having some trouble with my classmates and I don't know how to put it into words. It's a difficult problem because it's not always a problem ( Read more... ) -
Bleh
I had a really good week last week. Lots of fun things happened, including spending time with a dear friend visiting from overseas. It was a nice break from reality, which is stressful as usual though perhaps slightly above baseline stress levels for various reasons. Anyway, I enjoyed my little holiday from reality and I enjoyed seeing my friend. I ( Read more... ) -
Because I am full to the brim of first world problems
Today I had some spare time in the city so I wandered into st Paul's cathedral for the hell of it. I walked around admiring the beauty and reading the signs and then stood in the entrance and tried not to cry ( Read more... ) -
So Nanna died...
I don't know where to begin with talking about my feelings on this one. This is the Nanna I've been talking about in the past tense for about 5 years anyway so it's hard to put together my words about feelings in a way that makes any sense. Actually, I'm bad with words about feelings anyway but here goes ( Read more... ) -
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So of course now I'm seeing bloody tartan bloody everywhere ( Read more... )