Rabbit holes and shining stars. The world seems so much smaller but much more complex. My thoughts transcend time and space but they are not original. My hopes and dreams are delicate clouds, smoke rings that when grasped change shape and become more beautiful.
  So what if you catch me? Where would we land?

Talk about a walk down memory lane. I was an idiot and I couldn't spell.

Highly embarrassing.

so i realized today that with matt- him being gone does not make my heart grow fonder- its more like out of sight out of mind. he calls me every day- sometimes multiple times, but i cant bring myself to answer the phone. talking to him upsets me- not answering makes me feel spiteful. i guess its a lose lose situation.

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 15 people about this game.
• matt is the one that you love.
• bradley is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about jennifer.
• mary fish is the one who knows you very well.
• tricky is your lucky star.
• the district sleeps alone tonight is the song that matches with matt.
• so sexual is the song for bradley ( Read more... )

so i had what could have been one of the best weekends ever with matt. we stayed at a swank hotel all weekend, ate food in bed, and had alot of sex. but besides that we laughed and laughed until i almost peed my nonexistant pants. i love how he cracks me up and how we both have such warped senses of humor. he is the first person that i can totally ( Read more... )

so i got jen her birthday present already. i got 3 day passes to Bamboozle. My Chemical Romance, Brand New, Alkaline Trio, Thrice, the Starting Line, Fall Out Boy, the Bouncing Souls, Straylight Run and Flogging Molly are among the headliners, and more than 50 other acts round out the bill. a day at the fair is also playing so we are all going to ( Read more... )

christmas- awesome. i got a diamond ring. no im not engaged.

new years- even better. i was the only sober one at justins but drunks can be funny.

why is that as soon as i am 100 percent relaxed and happy- hot pierced guys try to screw it all up?

buy me a pet dinosaur.

here's to cheating, stealing, fighting, and drinking.
If you cheat, may it be a death;
if you steal, may it be a heart;
if you fight, may it be for your brother;
and if you drink, may it be with me.
-irish proverb

Post a comment with a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you.

i am such a slacker. nothing is really new though. tomorrow i go for abother check up- hopefully my last for at least 3 months. i love my job. i am in my element again. i love all of the kids- i enjoy waking up and going to work. next semester i am going to go back to school and finish my early childhood associates degree. as soon as i finish that ( Read more... )