And i mean like waves just hitting me as I dig through my drawer trying to find an empty notebook for French class tomorrow ( Read more... )

I was going to sit down and type a lengthy entry on immaturity and childishness and everything in between. But I stopped myself because it is really pointless to dwell in negativity, and as my dearest girl always say, to be the bigger person ( Read more... )

I decided to delete all the nasty exchanges we have had, because negativity does not help anything. I have quite a lot of thoughts, but writing it down will only cement the negativity.

So moving forward, and away with the negativity.

Weather's really beautiful again after a really cold night.

=)

And the weather is perfect yesterday!! Took a walk down to Animal Orchestra to have their soup! Which is of course great as always!


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Its been 2 weeks since we talked, and this 2 weeks were tough, being in the place where everything started and happened. The only communication during this 2 weeks were not civil ( Read more... )

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一个人，在这很冷很冷的冬天夜晚，觉的特别的孤单。

Very late last night, I received a call. In tears, he told me to not go through the cycle where i ignore him because he has no one to communicate with but me. He knows that I still carry a torch for him, and it makes it hard for both of us. I can't not carry a torch, and he will drawback if I come on too strongly, and when he draws back, I'll ( Read more... )

The state I'm in now is a precarious state; a balancing act that I need to constantly perform to maintain at level 4. On a scale of 1 to 7. Level 4 is at neutral, where equilibrium is found, and there is where I need to be ( Read more... )

 I am proud of myself, because I am at peace and I believe I am ready. No expectations, no hope, and onwards I move.

=)