So I know I said I was glad I'd be getting my college hopes smashed in April instead of December, Regular instead of Early, but that was a lie, a dirty dirty lie. I wish I had had my college hopes smashed back in December so I wouldn't be stuck right here and now knowing that tomorrow (or technically, today) begins a two-week period in which I ( Read more... )

This early decision thing sucks. I feel so awful for my friends, some of them were really, really attached to their ED schools, and now that's just been blown out of the water. I can't even imagine finding out you can't be where you really want to be for the next four years, and then having to sit down and write all of the applications you had put ( Read more... )

so i've effed things up pretty royally, with a couple people very specifically and then just in general, my life is kind of a fuzzy mess. but whatever, that's fine, i just need to do all my college applications this week, which will be awesome, really, and my mom is now giving me a really hard time for not having applied early somewhere ( Read more... )

WHAT

THE

FUCK.

what are you supposed to do when you find out that someone you kind of like knows you like them and kind of likes you but isn't sure and is being a really huge DB about it aka kind of has stopped talking to you for no discernible reason?!

godDAMN.

here is what i have to do before i get home: survive today.

survive tomorrow.

survive wednesday (that'll be easy, guitar lesson)

survive thursday (not so easy, will probably die on thursday)

make it to 6:30 on friday.

AND THEN I AM FREE FOR THREE ENTIRE DAYS. three whole days. THREE WHOLE DAYS.

THIS PLACE IS KILLING

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

The first play goes up this weekend, and oh god it's going to be so embarrassing.

SAT IIs.

Five classes tomorrow.

Senior year is cleaning up.

boys are so stupid. i hate them.

has anyone else noticed that friendship has gotten really complicated? i miss being a little kid, when friends were just the people you shared candy with. now . . . it's difficult. and there are misunderstandings, and sometimes really serious problems, and you don't exaclty know how to respond, and how much to let go and where to draw the line. i ( Read more... )

i hate school. it sucks. i want to come home now.

so it's time for me to bid everyone adieu. i'm going to miss you guys so much. this summer had some really crappy boring parts, but you all made it fantastic. i love you all. please please please keep in touch. i'll post my address and mail stop code once i get them.

goddamn i'm going to miss you.

love love