hey there..well i went and hung out with some friends this weekend...well the guy that never mind we wont go there..anyways well he was there and he was drunk and he told me that he likes me alot and that he thinks i am beautiful! yea it made me feel good but i know he was drunk and he prob dont remember it so whatever! my best friend told me that ( Read more... )

hey there again. im back and im still lonely and depressed. i dont know why! well i found out that my best friend is going out with someone now. now i am more depressed! i guess i just need to get over myself. ill be 18 next month and then after i gradaute im gone. i wont have to worry about anything that deals with this town ever again unless i ( Read more... )

hey there, well saturday i got back new mexico and i was so sad that i had to leave..but i think im gonna move there to go to school. My parents crushed my other dreams so all i have left is to be a cosmotologist. i want a bf..like someone i can trust and wont have to worry about them cheating. I like this one guy at school but he has a gf. maybe ( Read more... )

hey there, well im not bumbed about going to new mexico. Im just bumbed cuz every guy that i like always ends up going out with someone else. It kind of makes me mad. I wish i was as pretty as those other girls. None of my close friends are talking to me other then misty. its not bad its just that i wish i had more friends. i hate being so lonely ( Read more... )

hey well im still going to new mexico, but my best friend isnt allowed to go b/c of my gay ass brother! i think he is afraid of doing something he will regret. but dannie said she wouldnt touch him. Im sorry but my brother needs to die. he pisses me off so bad. all he does is use my friends for stuff. and then he treats me and them like crap. ( Read more... )

i am so bored..and so pissed! my parents wouldnt let me go anywhere probably cuz they are blaming my brother for supposidly paint balling someone's house and car or some shit like that! i dont know..all i know is that i get blamed for stuff that other ppl do! it aint fair. sometimes i hate them but then sometimes they can be cool. i cant wait till ( Read more... )

Omg i am so bored..but last night me, dannie, and rose went to a concert in Cisco. i had my eyes on a couple of the hotties there, but i mostly had my eye on Jeremy. we went to see his band play but i had to go home so i didnt get to see him play the drums..i was so pissed..but life isnt fair. so anyways jeremy looked good last night. he was ( Read more... )

yea um i cant feel my entire right side of my mouth. i went to the dentist today and they had to give me a root canal. They had to numb me like 4 times in order for my whole right side in my mouth to be numb, and it still hurt a little. omg my brother pinched my cheek where it is numb at and it didnt hurt at all. he was laughin he ass off! well ( Read more... )

its like 10:40 in the morning and its bip class. so far today i am having a good day, but none of my good friends are here so now im gonna be by myself today for lunch, oh well i wont eat lunch. so anyways i want to go to prom but i dont want to go with a girl. i know i keep bringing this up but i dont care! so anyways, im hoping to go to new ( Read more... )

hey there im back, im having a good day so far. nothing really exciting has happened so far just not anything bad either..but i knock on would for that one. i really hope i do get asked to prom by someone who wants to go with me. if not then im not gonna go..ill just maybe stay at home by myself. so anyways im happy for my friend. now all she has ( Read more... )