tall palm trees are mute at the base of the San Gabriel mountains. as I stare. blankly outside into the blue sky shaded with green, brown. earth and a matchbox falls off the edge of a desk when the phone rings and the wine glass. shatters in the sink and bills come in the mail with late fees and my car needs to be washed and i need. to draw not ( Read more... )

My classes next fall:

Art History 387: European Visual Culture
Art Studio 101: Drawing Fundamentals
English/Literature 397: Independent Study - A Deleuzian Approach to Signs of Memory and Love in Proust's A la recherche du temps perduEnglish/Literature 490: Senior Seminar ( Read more... )

Now contaminated, the deep purple sky at 6 o’clock demonstrates melancholy weight drowning complicated senses in a deep blue sea of collapsed emotions.
The first drop of blood when you prick at my heart - the first drop of passion now a crust that you can easily remove.

Cereal box open on uneven brown tiled floor your slender legs spread open - the open sky drips translucent onto your smooth skin and I touch your skin and my mouth opens to yours and we exchange translucency hot instead of the cold moisture that now falls on my back and slowly tumbles on to your firm chest and I shift my left foot to the right and ( Read more... )

I'm drinking wine

My grades:
The Victorians: A-
Junior Seminar: B+
Literary Criticism: A-

odd

EgoSumAurum: stop
ZolaOnAOL: Stop what?
EgoSumAurum: your puss
ZolaOnAOL: What about yours?

i want no punctuation because i do not want this to end ( Read more... )

Wake up half-past-one. We left the lights on ( Read more... )

Somebody should care about me that way. Every drop of alcohol helps me forget - you, him, he who left me, he who has yet to come, Sharpies and highlighters fill the metal utensil holder on my cheap desk. Sit here poor wine in to a filthy glass though I know I will finish the bottle; and another ( Read more... )

Luscious branches loom over the body of the unwashed corpse in the desiccated city of the lost. Lonely, hurting, asleep from wine ( Read more... )