Why do take myself to such extremes? I go through periods, weeks, sometimes months, where I'm severely depressed then I get myself into equally long periods where I'm energetic and have high self esteem ( Read more... )

( Playing with myself in the bathroom... )

Power intrigued me. Power was something I craved ( Read more... )

Woo hoo! I finally gots me a digital camera and I just started playing around with it..

I'm probably gonna screw around a lot more with it and give you guys more crazy pics than you care to see, but for those of you who have no clue what I look like, here's a teaser..

( the horror... the horror... )

Ok. so. This is the first day in a week that I actually got up before it was dark outside. (as often as I do it, I never get used to waking up at nighttime). Anywho, the bastards at work scheduled a meeting in the ass-crack of the early light (8:30am) so naturally I stayed up all night, because I usually go to bed at that time anyway. I noticed a ( Read more... )

1. What was the smartest thing you ever did and why?
Whenever I can cut my losses and walk away...

2. What do you think is your greatest strength? ...weakness?
My greatest strength is my own personal moral code. My weakness would either be my laziness/procrastination or my impulsiveness.

3. Have you ever been in love?
Yes.

4. If you could live ( Read more... )

I thought I might share this with all of you..

You might find this list amusing.. or then again maybe not.. whatever.

Bettie, err Michelle (bettierocksit) got me into thinking about all this metrosexual stuff...

( Confessions of a beautiful mind... )

I'm feeling depressed again ( Read more... )

I'm still leaning toward suicide, but here are some more articles:

LA Weekly
The Smoking Gun (with police report)It's so sad to know he's gone. He was such a brilliant writer, a beautiful voice, and just an all-round amazing artist who so accurately displayed his emotions in every song. He will be missed ( Read more... )

Wow. I don't know why the hell anyone would kill Elliott.. but this is interesting:

Elliott Smith Autopsy Inconclusive; Police Investigation Remains Open


I know I'm young and dumb and, perhaps, I only know a quarter of what I'll learn in the future, but here are some major things that I've learned in my 21 years.

( Here's a list of wisdom... )