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So my grandma's going too the hospital tonight.... she said she wasnt feeling well this morning and i knew it wasnt good since she told me not too worry about it... and i seen a huge bruise on her hand.. and she had no idea where she got it from... i hope she's gonna be ok

tomorrow's gonna be an hour drive to the lawer's office.... if you guys know anything about my family this is very fusturating... i'd rather go through surgery.... i gotta make out a will... it'kinda suckage but i guess it helps in the longrun

So like todayi was thinkin i gots lots too be happy for... idont think i'd wish for more.. but i gots good friends, and a good overall life,,, i can upgrade a few thingssuch as respecting myself and a car... but like i like how things are... so like my dream vacation is like go too thailand , then tokyo, then like europe and the uk, then mexico and ( Read more... )

i dont wanna hurt herr anymoree... everytime we talk about something serious or private... i hurt her...... every stupid look i have... hurts her.... every feeling i try too hide hurts her.... she never asked for anything.. but she gives me help.... she never intended too hurt me.. but i'v hurt her... i dont even desere too be her friend.. i dont ( Read more... )

so i gotta wake up for schol... and the neihbors think its a great idea too have 4th of july....i need a gun

piece of crap that won first


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what's hapened to mee....

today was 89x birthday bash... the bands were all god... again thankyou heather for the tix...i wish i could have a new brain....i dont know what to do.... i wanna give up... i wannna giveup on myself.... i wana seclude myself from everone.. so they wont have to see my ugly face... i dont wanna speak so i dont annoy people.... i dont want to be ( Read more... )

so uhhh so far my first few days of summer have been spnt indoors.... it's pretty nice.... havnt really eaten any real food the past few day's.. just chex mix and chocolate milk... i guess it's not very healthy for my summer plan to stay inside... i mean i'm not depresse or anything... i just wanna chill for a while.... i'm such a scatter brain ( Read more... )