ehhh i hate feeling like sucha loser lately... i mean i'm 17, never drove a car before, unemployed, have to bum rides everywear, i'm irresponsible w/ things, i just wish i could grow up... it feels worse when i see a kid who i thought was 10 driving a huge SUVtheres also my personality i have to deal w/ most of the time i find i'm the only person ( Read more... )

so i realized this scrapbook heather's made me can make me happy no matter what i'm goin through when i look at it

So yesterday was valentines day w/ heather, it was utterly amazing,,,, first she picked me up and brought me to her house, then on the way to her house she blindfloded me, then we drove somewere and then i took my blindfold off, we were at a park and she gave me her presents, i got 8 chocolate sucker's for the 8 months we've been dating, a sexy ( Read more... )

So last nightwaas snowbal... everything went great except for the dance...first heather picked me up and we went to see the movie yours mine and ours... then we went to right aid to get some carmex, after that we went to big boy and listened to other peoples convoi's, after that we went to my house and played video games for a bit, witch was my ( Read more... )

this months been pretty good, i'm looking foward to next month even more, my grandma was yelling at me all day yesterday but i didn't really mind that much case it was about stupid little things, the only thing that got me upset is my family went through my backpack again, there was nothing to find but still that kinda upsets me,heather and i got ( Read more... )

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE DAYS THAT WILL BE IN 2006 ( Read more... )

so havn't updated in a while, things have been going awsome lately, things have been really good w/ heather, she even gave me an emo pack the other day complete w/ cookies a drawing and a kiss, we have a lots to look foward to throughout this year, everything else has been going good to,,, i havn't been yelled at for something stupid in a while so ( Read more... )

so christmas was pretty good this year, i got lot's of good gifts and spent time w/ all the people i wanted to ( Read more... )

today i had the best christmas ever w/ the most amazing girl ever, i love you so much heather!!

I don't remember what day it was ( Read more... )