well what can i say? things really suck right about now.i miss desirea more then ever now,because i'm in alice now.all because my sister and her husband had to piss me off they did really good tho this time cause i just fucking left.i dunno either way it sucked tho cause now i cant see desirea when i want.its really taking a tole on me but i dont ( Read more... )

man today wasnt too bad i hung out with my friends cried a whole lot cause i just missed desirea a whole lot yeah i cried cause it hurts when shes gone and i cant see her.but my sister came up to me earlier and was all he wants me to go back(her husband)and she was like do you think i should and i fuckin convienced her to go back and she is she ( Read more... )

its funny how your mood can change in a matter of minutes isnt it? cause thirty minutes ago i wasnt extrememly happy but i was happy,now?i feel like shit straight out shit.i think that nerve in me just finally snapped cause i've had enough i fucking hate it here.i just want to fucking leave,i cannot live with a two faced bitch that treats me like ( Read more... )

today has started off alright i guess i went to look for a job and i might just get it.7 dollars an hour but i think my chances are slim.i really want to see desirea but i just dont know if its gonnna happen but i know i'm gonna try DAMN WELL.cause i want to see her really bad.but yeah listening to some fuckin old machine head havent heard it for ( Read more... )

man today was fuckin gay i swear i hate my fuckin sister with a passion.i've always hated her but lately i thought she was gonna get better cause we were getting high together but i'm no longer getting high so shes just back to being gay and a fuckin bitch and 4 halfs.today she didnt let me fuckin do a single thing at all i just sat here all day ( Read more... )

fuckin shit my stomach hurts like a bitch and i cant fuckin sleep i guess i'm kinda cranky too.today was kool tho i got to see desirea and stuff it was kool hopefully get to see her today also.my stomach fucking hurts and i'm browsing for a job still cant fuckin find one,but i neeed one,and you know what else i need a fuckin car my mom told me i ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day i got to see desirea we just spent some quality time together and went to look at books like the big dorks we are it was pretty cool i had a good time.yeah in about twenty minutes it will be seven whole months for me and her.it makes me happy to think that we've come this far and we actually get along unlike my previous ( Read more... )

its been a while since i updated this stupid thing but,now is a perfect time.why is it such a good time? cause i feel like shit woo! and i have no one to talk to right now. life sometimes can be so fucking complicated sometimes and i dont always know what to do about it. cause there are times when i can feel really fuckin shitty and i have noting ( Read more... )

well yeah havent updated in a while thought i would. just turned 16 :O yeah finally:|.well things right now arent really going to well i dont know what to think right now i'm really confused and stuff,in spite of the recent event that took place.i wish someone would just help me and tell me what to do but no i cant do that i have to figure shit out ( Read more... )

man today didnt really turn out like i wanted it too.i mean i looked forward to getting to see my babe,alll fuckin day long.i forced myself out of bed to go suffer at school for her,cause she thinks it would be better for me to pass for the future and shit like,and i completely respect that and thats why i'm gonna pass and shit,but yeah waited all ( Read more... )