So i haven't written on this thing in ages. I'm going to be quick too. I'm in Europe and , boy, has it been an experience. In the first week I was here I lost my passport, my license, my camera broke, and I fucked up my ankle wores than I ever have before. It still hurts a lot, I think it might have a slight fracture ( Read more... )

oh depression...will I ever be free?

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Well, I guess I survived my first year of college....with a 4.0 no less :) I'm back in AZ for the summer. I got a job the week I got here. That's right, I hadn't been here a week and I got a job. It's a sports bar/restaurant called Touchdowns. Not too bad I guess, but tonight I have to close....5 pm-1 am (7 pm-3 am in Tx), yea, not a fun shift. I ( Read more... )

I got a job!! Not even in Tucson a week and I'm employed....I RULE!! It's at a sports bar. It should be really easy, and I should make a good amount. Even though today was pretty slow, the girl that trained me made $80 in tips.....not bad if you ask me. So yea, it's definitely going to be nice making money again.

I'm still sad and still don't know what to do about it. I've discovered that theatre and dance just aren't as fun or enjoyable as they use to be. I think it's because I can't do any of it....I'm just not good enough. I want to be successful, but I really don't think I have what it takes ( Read more... )

Well, I've been really busy lately. I'm doing the Vagina Monologues this weekend (Feb 11-14). I'm also in a hip-hop dance for the spring dance concert here. Not to mention I have a lot more homework that I did last semester ( Read more... )

I want to be close to him. But I can't allow myself to. I don't want to depend on a guy to be happy. I know I'm a lot more fragile than I put on....but it's because I don't want to admit that I'm not as independent as I thought. Now I'm pushing him away. Why? Lots of reasons, like I can't allow myself to get involved with him because I know who he ( Read more... )

I'm kinda drunk....kinda depressed as usual. I don't really know what to do about it. It sucks. I just can't seem to be happy. At least, not as happy as I would like to be. Even when I'm in a good mood, if I think about my life and how it really is, I get all sad again. Hmmm....I don't know what to do. Oh well I guess.