"Shouldn't date because we are best friends." I wonder if she is actually telling me that or complaining about her situation with the guy she likes. Either way, i heard the final call, there is no more hope. I should have realized long time ago, and i tried to give up, but my head and my heart dont agree. Funny thing how a logical person would ( Read more... )

Tian ( Read more... )

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! I wore the darkest clothes i can find, so GO ME! I wish i have finger polish and longer hair, then i would look totally emo...Yep, that was my goal, to look emo on the valentine's day even if i am not.

Again, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Seven things annoy me ( Read more... )

Chinese new year this weekend, hope i am getting enough money out of it to last a year. O_O..i know, i know, it is not about the money, it is about the culture and tradition ( Read more... )

Just feel like saying something, and the fact nick wants me to update often somehow stucked in my head ( Read more... )

i dont update..why? cuz nothing is going on with my life. I mean, how can something be going on with my life. I have no friends in school, no life at home, and all my friends, well except Theresa, seems think i dont know anything and talking to me is pointless. Well, i am sorry, i want a better future for myself and i chose to go to Dunbar, to have ( Read more... )

almost 8 months, that is how long it lasted, and out of these 8 months, only 4 months can really count. But even so, i still treasure it, like every other friendships, it will not be forgotten. I had the best and the worst feelings during that 4 months, i laughed and cried during that 4 months. Maybe it is for the best, but i really dont care, i ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving...

i am depressed...dont know why...just am....WEEE!!! way to be a emo kid!!! What i want? what i need? why depressed? why not satisfied? why feel lonely? what's the point of living right now? what to look forward to?

i am poopy head

*smiles* sometimes, you feel helpless and hopeless. Like i dont have enough to deal in school. It is hard to control one's emotion, but it starts to bother me. Kept liking someone who is out of my reach, yet, it takes a while for me to get over them, even tho i know nothing is going to happen. *chuckles* maybe i should pay attention in bio class, ( Read more... )