Alone. My stomach rumbles for companionship and so I reach for my phone to dial your number. And right before I press the send button, I pause and contemplate whether it's wise to talk to you right now. All the anger will come tumbling out and words will be said just to cause any pain I possibly can. I want you to hurt like I hurt. I want your ( Read more... )

Today I was sitting in class, fuming over a grade on the paper I had just gotten back when I decided I'm here for all the wrong reasons. I don't want to learn, well I do, but I don't let myself. I'm too worried about showing up everyone and getting the better grade than I am about the actual learning. Appearances are everything, and retaining ( Read more... )

Tonight I'll stare into your eyes and wonder
Do I love you?
The words have been said,
but what weight do they hold?

Nothing seems real, just a messed up dream ( Read more... )

Where the hell is everyone?!?!?
write something people!

I feel like I'm just going through the steps. The checklist is in my mind and each day fits into a routine. Nothing I do is out of the ordinary or even exciting. But I don't feel up to the challenge of making it different.

"If you don't want it, stop teasing ( Read more... )

It was clumsy and overly sensitive ( Read more... )

call it clumsy and overly sensitive
that makind has no song of its own
pluck out the secrets to remind us that meekness is plenty
and consider a moment that a star will fade
until someone like me plays the hero

Forget shyness ( Read more... )