So I said that God wants to give me the best life possible, I just have to be willing to take it, and this is soo true. I need to open my mind, because in my head the stock trading deal was the best life possible for me because it would make me rich, I wouldn't have a boss, and I would get to travel. But what if I would have gotten drunk because I ( Read more... )

I just had a dream and it was all about Aesop Rock which is funny cuz I'm going to see him tonight. We were at some event I think and we left together to go back to this fatty house I was watching. He was so sweet it was weird, not at all like his songs painted him to be. He would get in the shower and then the bath, that's all he did take showers ( Read more... )

I am overloaded, and I think my head is above water. I don't know how anyone can get bored because my entire life, the sober part anyway, is crammed full of magic, and I am always busy. I get like 5 hours of sleep a night, which really fucks with me, I'm grown now, I can't do a lot of the things I used to do, Stay up for days, drink insanely large ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say my life is really good ( Read more... )

I have done away with the colors of Grey ( Read more... )

ok so I'm gonna complain and try to sort my life out cuz I'm very fucking overwhelmed right now. My ipod has been breaking on me for like 6 months and then I got it turned on just in time to upload all the music from it onto my computer, which is illegal, and then I misplaced the disc which would let me do that but I just carried my ipod around and ( Read more... )

I have many issues you might say right now. At ACYPAA the right top half of my teeth started hurting and it got worse over time. I had no ieda what lots of my teeth were doing hurting. The person I spent the night with grinded their teeth so I thought maybe I temporarily took it on or something. Then Monday morning I woke up and I was dying so I ( Read more... )

I got acupuncture today and is was so amazing. I love it. The needles don't even hurt when they go in and then you muscle spasms and tweaks for a hot second and my doc said that's it letting go of stress. 20 minutes of laying with probably 12 needles in my neck and back did more for me than 5 massages would have done. Life is so good. I have been ( Read more... )

My life is fucking beautiful. I have never seen things this clearly and had so much productiveness. Things are still going awry but the way that I deal has changed so much that it never puts me down anymore. Really the only thing I struggle with is my constant habit of running to boys, for anything. I absolutely need to stop and I don't need to ( Read more... )

I feel really good lately I've been meditating and doing classes and being a part of a lot of solution. And I'm planning the black and white ball which is really exciting cuz three awesome groups that I love, all of different genres are gonna play. That rocks, you can't find a regular show like that, you have to make it ( Read more... )