Went to see David Sedaris with Lynn from work. Appetizers and drinks beforehand at Rock Bottom, where we talked a lot. It's crazy how much we have in common/how similar we are. She wants to move to New York and suggested that I go too. We saw the show, David was brilliant. The crowd was strange. There was an anxiousness there, an obnoxiousness. ( Read more... )

Glance into the world just as though time were gone: and everything crooked will become straight to you.

"No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of change. You just...come out the other side...Or don't. "

“Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won't know for twenty years. And you'll never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and ( Read more... )

i am at the swans ice skating rink typing this as lindsey skates. its tiny and weird but cool that i can. it takes too long to do caps and i keep hitting m instead of n and have to go back. im not sure about reading on the kindle so far but in all honesty i havent much due to time and just getting books from the library right before. i also didnt ( Read more... )

I think the suburbs have ruined me.

That is all.

And another thing I'm done with all the stupid bullshit holding me back in life, in living, in friendships, in relationships, in general.

Sometimes I wish I could go back to what I use to do and just get high, a lot. Turn on some good music, smoke, maybe even take a left over Vicodin. Especially when feeling depressed. I supposed I could theres nothing stopping me but its not the same. Like so many other things. Which is all yes part of life. Its not like I did any better then but at ( Read more... )

This is me updating because I am trying to see how long I can keep up with this journaling. It does feel good but everything I thought about writing last night has dropped out of my mind ( Read more... )

I had to get up at once and start typing about this dream I had. It was so detailed and so meaningful ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )