don't give up multi~[7/10]
Title: Don't Give Up
Pairing: RyoPi [main] /Tegopi [one-sided]
Rating: PG-NC17
Author: christelle143
Disclaimer: "These incredibly hot guys are mine!" -> what my heart says but the law says otherwise :))
Previous Chapters: [Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3] [Chapter 4] [Chapter 5] [Chapter 6]
Reminder! Read the other chapters! :)
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Ryo ran as fast as his legs could carry him. With Yamapi in his arms, he thought of bringing him to the hospital but when he whispered the word hospital Yamapi just shook his head. He knew it wasn't the time to just be following Yamapi or to even listen to the guy but in the end he had no choice. He brought Yamapi back to his house and laid him on the couch.
"Daijobu? Please tell me you're fine Yamapi." Ryo probably asked this question more than a hundred times that night but all he would hear his Yamapi's soft groans.
Morning came and Yamapi still hasn't woken up. Ryo was debating with himself whether he would bring Yamapi to the hospital or not. Every minute passed by like an hour, every hour was like a month.
Soon, Yamapi opened his eyes. Immediately, Yamapi searched for Ryo. His eyes were looking left then right and he found his angel. He was staring at him with eyes wide open and tears falling down his face.
"Wh. .what happ. .happe . ." His words were stopped by Ryo's finger pressing lightly in his lips.
"Shhhh. . don't speak anymore. Just rest, you need a lot of rest." Ryo stroked his hair and led him back to his peaceful slumber. As for Ryo, he felt like a huge thorn was just taken out of his chest. His Yamapi was fine.
Ryo looked around the house, he had always spent time in Pi's house but never really got into looking. He looked at Yamapi's drawers and it was all perfectly aligned. Even his bed was folded properly.
He stared at what seemed like a black notebook, he carefully took it and started reading.
It's Yamapi's diary!
He turned the page carefully and saw this entry.
June 17, 2007
Okay, I can't believe I'm doing this but now I have a diary! Yes, a 22-year-old guy will have a diary. Hmmm, well first off . . I don't even know what to write. Well, today was a normal day I guess but well maybe I should write it here. Actually, I'm not as healthy as everyone thinks I am. I can't explain it quite well but I know somethings wrong with me. Hmmm, what else .. . @.@ AH HAI!! I spent the night today with Jin and Ryo at the normal bar. Jin told us that he had confessed to Kame?! CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! KAME?!?! Well, I always thought that he would be with those blond babes of his but well I guess Kazu was really something right? Hmmm, I don't know what to say sooo Ja ne~
Yamapi
"Oh, I remember this. Yamapi, I thought you really didn't care." laughed Ryo.
November 3, 2009
It's Ryo-chan's birthday today. We went to his house to celebrate dakara I couldn't have him all alone to myself. Sabishii ~~~ Demo ureshii na, ne diary-kun shiteru? Ryo was so kind to me today. Actually I was sad because he hasn't talked to me for quite a while. Hmmmm, I also have this feeling that somehow he doesn't like me. Doushiyo na? Well, since I can't be close to him I shouldn't be bothered right? AND!! I am a guy, so why the hell do I have this feelings? Sometimes I wish that it would disappear, demo muri da ne? Should I tell him? I guess I know it's a no. Sometimes keeping it a secret should be what's best right? I can't write anymore. . OYASUMI!
Yamapi
Ryo's eyes were teary as he continues to turn to the next page. It was the night after Yamapi's accident.
February 17, 2010
DIARY-KUN!! TAIHEN! Did you know? I didn't get to write in you because I was hospitalized? I didn't expect it to strike again! Damn!!! Well, to get to the good part since I can't stay that long with you, Ryo-chan was with me theereee whooollleeee time! haha! See? Something good did happen. Gomen ne Diary-kun, i'll write again tomorrow ne?
Yamapi
Ryo could hardly believe his eyes as he turned into the next pages, He settled to read the day when Tegoshi and Yamapi got together
February 21, 2010
Ohayou Diary-kun, ne ima I have to give up on Ryo-chan already, seems like he really doesn't like me at all. Well, I won't be sad because today even though I lost hope in Ryo, Tegoshi asked me out. Well, I decided to say yes. Besides, life is short ne? I can't just spend all my life waiting for him right? RIGHT? UGH! WHY DO I STILL THINK I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE?!?! Doushiyo? I don't know what to do anymore. I'll try to make it work though. Ganbatte Ore!!
Yamapi
Once more, his tears were falling. "BakaPi!"
February 22, 2010
Yappari!! I can't get him out of my head! I'm gonna go crazy already! What the hell is the right thing to do?! Seriously, I just wanna curl up into a ball and forget that anything ever happened. Maybe I should run away? Maybe I should back down? *sigh* I saw him in the dressing room. He was sleeping so soundly that I wanted to just stay by his side. Actually, I think I'm starting to understand why Jin fell for Kazu. If I was like Jin maybe I could tell him how I feel? NOOO! I CAN'T! besides, if he knew about the you know. . he'd just leave me.
Yamapi (sad and sullen)
He needed just one line, just one line to confirm his thoughts and he won't back down anymore. There should be something there right?
February 27, 2010
Just the date made his eyes open. It was the night they did it.
Diary-san, I did it, not with Tego-nyan but with Ryo-chan. Hazukashii ne? How am I ever supposed to face him now? Should I avoid him? Should I break up with Tegoshi? Should I just leave?! I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!! NANI MO SHIRANAIIII!! *sigh* T.T ~~ Ryoooooo ~ Gomeeeeennnn!! Everything I have worked hard for, well it wasn't that hard but everything. It was gone like the wind the moment I saw him following me. Well, I've confirmed one thing. These feelings. . . is love. .
Yamapi ♥
With that Ryo closed the diary, he had read what he needed and now he just has to hear it.
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GOMEN NE! I finished already :) ~ Well, i was deciding to end this at chapter 10? .. Its too wrong to drag it right? Any suggestions? If you want to see some scenes better tell me :)) ~ I'm gonna make a new one after this. The plot is already in my head so I can't wait.~ It's gonna be Akame next. I've always wanted to try writing that =)) demo i think ill make a RyoPi one too~
Telle~
P.S. sorry for the late updates~ the greatest thing happened today ! I won an award :))
meshiblack21 twinny^^ i won best debater :)) ~ hope u like this chap~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CHAPTER 8~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Pairing: RyoPi [main] /Tegopi [one-sided]
Rating: PG-NC17
Author: christelle143
Disclaimer: "These incredibly hot guys are mine!" -> what my heart says but the law says otherwise :))
Previous Chapters: [Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3] [Chapter 4] [Chapter 5] [Chapter 6]
Reminder! Read the other chapters! :)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ryo ran as fast as his legs could carry him. With Yamapi in his arms, he thought of bringing him to the hospital but when he whispered the word hospital Yamapi just shook his head. He knew it wasn't the time to just be following Yamapi or to even listen to the guy but in the end he had no choice. He brought Yamapi back to his house and laid him on the couch.
"Daijobu? Please tell me you're fine Yamapi." Ryo probably asked this question more than a hundred times that night but all he would hear his Yamapi's soft groans.
Morning came and Yamapi still hasn't woken up. Ryo was debating with himself whether he would bring Yamapi to the hospital or not. Every minute passed by like an hour, every hour was like a month.
Soon, Yamapi opened his eyes. Immediately, Yamapi searched for Ryo. His eyes were looking left then right and he found his angel. He was staring at him with eyes wide open and tears falling down his face.
"Wh. .what happ. .happe . ." His words were stopped by Ryo's finger pressing lightly in his lips.
"Shhhh. . don't speak anymore. Just rest, you need a lot of rest." Ryo stroked his hair and led him back to his peaceful slumber. As for Ryo, he felt like a huge thorn was just taken out of his chest. His Yamapi was fine.
Ryo looked around the house, he had always spent time in Pi's house but never really got into looking. He looked at Yamapi's drawers and it was all perfectly aligned. Even his bed was folded properly.
He stared at what seemed like a black notebook, he carefully took it and started reading.
It's Yamapi's diary!
He turned the page carefully and saw this entry.
June 17, 2007
Okay, I can't believe I'm doing this but now I have a diary! Yes, a 22-year-old guy will have a diary. Hmmm, well first off . . I don't even know what to write. Well, today was a normal day I guess but well maybe I should write it here. Actually, I'm not as healthy as everyone thinks I am. I can't explain it quite well but I know somethings wrong with me. Hmmm, what else .. . @.@ AH HAI!! I spent the night today with Jin and Ryo at the normal bar. Jin told us that he had confessed to Kame?! CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! KAME?!?! Well, I always thought that he would be with those blond babes of his but well I guess Kazu was really something right? Hmmm, I don't know what to say sooo Ja ne~
Yamapi
"Oh, I remember this. Yamapi, I thought you really didn't care." laughed Ryo.
November 3, 2009
It's Ryo-chan's birthday today. We went to his house to celebrate dakara I couldn't have him all alone to myself. Sabishii ~~~ Demo ureshii na, ne diary-kun shiteru? Ryo was so kind to me today. Actually I was sad because he hasn't talked to me for quite a while. Hmmmm, I also have this feeling that somehow he doesn't like me. Doushiyo na? Well, since I can't be close to him I shouldn't be bothered right? AND!! I am a guy, so why the hell do I have this feelings? Sometimes I wish that it would disappear, demo muri da ne? Should I tell him? I guess I know it's a no. Sometimes keeping it a secret should be what's best right? I can't write anymore. . OYASUMI!
Yamapi
Ryo's eyes were teary as he continues to turn to the next page. It was the night after Yamapi's accident.
February 17, 2010
DIARY-KUN!! TAIHEN! Did you know? I didn't get to write in you because I was hospitalized? I didn't expect it to strike again! Damn!!! Well, to get to the good part since I can't stay that long with you, Ryo-chan was with me theereee whooollleeee time! haha! See? Something good did happen. Gomen ne Diary-kun, i'll write again tomorrow ne?
Yamapi
Ryo could hardly believe his eyes as he turned into the next pages, He settled to read the day when Tegoshi and Yamapi got together
February 21, 2010
Ohayou Diary-kun, ne ima I have to give up on Ryo-chan already, seems like he really doesn't like me at all. Well, I won't be sad because today even though I lost hope in Ryo, Tegoshi asked me out. Well, I decided to say yes. Besides, life is short ne? I can't just spend all my life waiting for him right? RIGHT? UGH! WHY DO I STILL THINK I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE?!?! Doushiyo? I don't know what to do anymore. I'll try to make it work though. Ganbatte Ore!!
Yamapi
Once more, his tears were falling. "BakaPi!"
February 22, 2010
Yappari!! I can't get him out of my head! I'm gonna go crazy already! What the hell is the right thing to do?! Seriously, I just wanna curl up into a ball and forget that anything ever happened. Maybe I should run away? Maybe I should back down? *sigh* I saw him in the dressing room. He was sleeping so soundly that I wanted to just stay by his side. Actually, I think I'm starting to understand why Jin fell for Kazu. If I was like Jin maybe I could tell him how I feel? NOOO! I CAN'T! besides, if he knew about the you know. . he'd just leave me.
Yamapi (sad and sullen)
He needed just one line, just one line to confirm his thoughts and he won't back down anymore. There should be something there right?
February 27, 2010
Just the date made his eyes open. It was the night they did it.
Diary-san, I did it, not with Tego-nyan but with Ryo-chan. Hazukashii ne? How am I ever supposed to face him now? Should I avoid him? Should I break up with Tegoshi? Should I just leave?! I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!! NANI MO SHIRANAIIII!! *sigh* T.T ~~ Ryoooooo ~ Gomeeeeennnn!! Everything I have worked hard for, well it wasn't that hard but everything. It was gone like the wind the moment I saw him following me. Well, I've confirmed one thing. These feelings. . . is love. .
Yamapi ♥
With that Ryo closed the diary, he had read what he needed and now he just has to hear it.
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GOMEN NE! I finished already :) ~ Well, i was deciding to end this at chapter 10? .. Its too wrong to drag it right? Any suggestions? If you want to see some scenes better tell me :)) ~ I'm gonna make a new one after this. The plot is already in my head so I can't wait.~ It's gonna be Akame next. I've always wanted to try writing that =)) demo i think ill make a RyoPi one too~
Telle~
P.S. sorry for the late updates~ the greatest thing happened today ! I won an award :))
meshiblack21 twinny^^ i won best debater :)) ~ hope u like this chap~
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