http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Symphony_No._1_%28Havergal_Brian%29#Orchestration

Just a bit INSANE.

:)

So this entry is for Erin, my personal stalker.  She reads every entry I ever post, and then will start talking randomly about them when I least expect it, i.e., church.  She's a good singer and has recently decided to major in music, and I'm pretty sure that's a pretty rocking thing ( Read more... )

So I bought a new iPod ( Read more... )

"Why do we teach music? Not because we expect you to major in music. Not because we expect you to play and sing all your life. Not so you can relax. But so you will be human. So you will recognize beauty. So you will be sensitive. So you will have something to cling to. So you will have more love, more compassion, more gentleness, more good, in ( Read more... )

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16784022/?GT1=8921

I made:
All South Honor Band (USM- Hattisburg, MS)
SCRMC Honor Band (Monroe)
Unofficial- Ark/La/Tex Honor Band (LA Tech- Ruston)

I won't be doing All-South.  Instead, I'll be playing flute in the Valentine's Banquet.  David's written out a flute part for one of the songs and since I've been trying to convince everyone to pick a song with flute in it ( Read more... )

I'm completely unmotivated in the world of flute at the moment.  My teacher doesn't help any.  I never know when I'm having a lesson and when I'm not.  When I do have a lesson, nothing is ever accomplished ( Read more... )

I don't want to try anymore.  Simple tasks scare me.  Tell me to go unlock the double doors, I'll weasle my way out of it because I'm afraid I'll do it wrong.  I've discovered one of my worsts fears is being wrong ( Read more... )

I've sent in auditions for 3 honor bands in February.  I've made one automatically because of all state.  If I make all of them and go to all of them (still not sure if I can, I'm going to have to find rides and someone to room with.  I'm staying with Lindsay for the one I've already made), I'll miss 5 days of school in February for honor bands ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wish I could just walk right up to you, apoligize, and then let everything be completely different from then on, but that'll never work.  How can I apologize for something that goes on in my mind that you have no clue of?  But I feel so bad.  Such a great person, such horrible things.  So much potential, perhaps no potential at all ( Read more... )