So i am no longer jobless. I Am officially going to be in davis for another year. I will be working at the UC Davis Campus. The great thing is that i will be getting paid a reletively good pay and full beneifits. Also i will be around for another year to work with Summit, who knew that i would be here for another year. I guess god wants me

I just feel so pulled in different directions. I don't really know where life is headed next, but i know life right now kinda is a downer...at least at this second. I think i'm just sick of having people have these demands that i'm not wanting to fullfil, mostly because i can't fulfil them. I feel so spread thin and It doesn't help that i have ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just wonder what god has in stored for you. In Life mostly i just wonder how things will be two years down the road or even 5 years. So many broken goals and promises to myself. So when do I stop living the life that is easy to live and start living the life that god has laid out for me. When do we start see the we have to open ( Read more... )

So i haven't posted in a while...nothing new huh? So i'm trying to decided whether to take my MCAT now in a week or later...but i have a feeling that I will be taking it later...I just need to slow things down in my life and i am okay with not going to school or another year. I guess i'll see how things go ( Read more... )

So this has been a tough week from the start. Sunday night was youth group and i definately had to leave early from it. Sometimes we just need a break from the chaos and just time to get away for the high schoolers. As much i love what i do and spending time with them...sometimes emotions run high and you just need a good cry or a good walk. I ( Read more... )

WHat does this mean? Does it have to mean anything? What am i not hearing?

So being the penny pincher i am, i decided to ride my bike (my 600 dollar trek) to 209 only to have in stolen with in a 30 min span of being there! I'm so pissed. It wasn't like i just stuck it in the bush and said please rape me to my bike! NO! Well i'm going to call my parents insurence company, they might be able to give me the money for a ( Read more... )

Sometimes i just don't understand my parents and how they are. It is wierd how much they don't know me and know who i am even though they are the ones that raised me. It is wierd that they don't understand who i am and what my limits are. They expect so much from me and expect me to be comfortable with everything when I am not. It is hard ( Read more... )

There are definately times when you did something and moments later you regert it. It is definately one of those times. But at the same time i wonder, these people really don't know me. And that was all that it took.

So this week has totally been really crazy for me. On sunday I went to rebecca's gradaution dinner. It was fun to be there and just have fun with good friends. It is wierd though as i thought about how i was one of the few that are still in davis. I don't mind it, cause god has called me here, but it is a wierd thought. After that, i went to ( Read more... )