This week was a tough week. It is just really hard to be at home and be the best person i can be. Situations and people that revolve around my home is not the best and it is hard to be patient and partake in being a member of the family. It is hard to not fall back into how i was when i was in high school.I know people say that is something i ( Read more... )

You know it funny. So much of me wants to share what it is that is in me. What it is that makes me who i am today. Why i still make the same mistakes i have been for year and why i can't seem to shake my past. I know that God has so much planned for me...plans for healing...but it is hard to be patient. Why am i so plauged by the things of the ( Read more... )

So this weekend i went to mexico to work and do construction with the UCC team on building Aplha Y Omega. On friday morning i flew out at 6:30 in the morning where my friend Julie picked me up in San Diego and we proceeded on to Mexico where the rest of the Mexicali team has been working all week. It was a really awesome weekend cause julie and ( Read more... )

So recently i was talking to one of my really good friends and we were just talking about how we were. It is hard because life could be better...but at the same time i can not complain. It is hard when slowly all your friends are moving away and you know your life is also moving forward. But i know that the close friends...i mean like the close ( Read more... )

Everyday we walkin in our daily lives. We take each step, taking for granted the fact that we might not have tomorrow to live. So how do we live everyday with pasison and not forget about it? Everyday we see people and pass by people we long to talk to. We long to say just a hello to...but we hold back. But think it is stupid, or that we ( Read more... )

So this week has been really tiring. I have been just working and working, i tell ya, takes the wind out of ya! It is this wierd phase in life that i am entering. A phase where you don't see you friend every day and you don't really know what the next day holds. i don't know if i'll have ajob tomorrow or if i'll have health insurence. It is a ( Read more... )

So today i decided to take a class on campus at UC Davis. It is wierd to be a student after you know you are done. but i feel the need to fuel that brain. Otherwise things have been good. i have been just working alot as a para educator sub and lately i have been working with little kids, which i love! The other day I was working at the high ( Read more... )

So it has been a long time since i have writen in here. I am offically at the Sluis's which has been awesome for me because i have never lived in a christian house hold. Things are different but i definatley enjoy it. It is also wierd that i don't live with charisse and candice anymore since i have lived with them the last two years. But it ( Read more... )

So where to now...School is now offically done (hopefully) but where is my life headed now? So some things to think about and pray about ( Read more... )

HOw is that you are able to make to feel like this. How is it everytime, just when i think things are good, you are able to tear my whole world down. HOw is it that you have such a strong hold on me and can make me cry at sound of your voice...and how is it everytime i return, only wishing this will get better. Why do i sit here so powerless when ( Read more... )