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[chrisxgc]

Well it's about that time for an update from ole Chris ( AKA...Fuzzy Wilson). This time however I have alot on my mind. Strange huh? Yeah, I think it is actually. I wonder how many of you will actually read this and reply. It really doesn't matter I guess. I just need to get somethings off of my chest I guess. So here goes

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[chrisxgc]

*Smiles* Thank you Mandy. That means alot to me, and I wish there was something I could do or say to make you understand how much what you say means to me. Your great girl, and I wish you and Joel nothing but happiness

[jessa_simpson]

You wanna know something though?
Even that happiness from a person can end or be taken away, *snaps fingers* just like that
If there's something Iv'e learned lately it's that I can't depend on anyone or anything to make ME Happy!
I have to learn how to be happy as Jessica...as you need to know exactly how to be happy as Chris! So you don't have anyone....& everyone around you does & that sucks....I know it...Trust me
But reguardless from what I know, You ooze wonderful...come on..you agreed to beat Nick w/drumsticks for me *smiles* Your an amazingly talented drummer, & just for the record since you joined GC....Iv'e always noticed you because of the way you play your drums...cuz you play them with heart & sometimes I find myself watching you more or at least as much as Joel & Benji...

*shakes head*

I get way to corny *laughs a little*...I'm all preaching & such....sorry

But I just don't want you to be sad, things always get better =)

And I'm shutting up now *laughs*

[chrisxgc]

*nods and laughs a bit* I know your right Jessica and I wont to thank you for always commenting. Somehow you seem to make me feel better and that is hard to do nowadays. I appreciate what you said about my drumming skills? *laughs* It has always been a great passion of mine, and I am just glad to be able to do it for a group like Good Charlotte. They are a great bunch of guys and I am honored each and everyday to be a part of this group. I will hit Nick with my sticks though, I keep my promises as well. I do put my heart into my work, that truely is the only thing to do.

Thank you again Jess for your kind words.

[jessa_simpson]

*smiles warmly*
Your very very welcome!
If I can make you feel better, even if it is for a whole 5 seconds, than I am glad! And flattered that I even do with all my nerdy rambles *laughs*

And you defenitely do put your heart into it, & it shows...& that's the important stuff, not pictures & "well known ness", even tho Benji & Joel, who also do have heart...handle it very humbly....

Is that even a word?? *laughs* Oh well...it is now

If people want to get to know you to get to them, they aren't worth your time...& I feel bad for them as people, for being so naively shallow

I defenitely feel that you'll be truly happy someday, people of your kind always get what they deserve!

You do know U can call me anytime right?
XJessiexSimpsonX
And if I don't answer.....never hesitate to leave a message
jessasimpson@hotmail.com

And I look forward to the next time your in the LA area...for some drumstick beating attacks & a good home cooked meal since I defenitely will hold up my end of the bargain with that!! *smiles*

[chrisxgc]

*Smiles* You know that you seem to be the only one who is able to make me smile right now. I dont think I have ever smiled so much in along time. It's because of people like you that I keep doing what I am doing. I will be sure to give you a ring the next time we are in LA. And dont worry my drumsticks always come with me. *Laughs* I'll even bring an extra pair for you. Never know when they might come in handy. *Smiles*

[jen__love]

As for music being your passion and not being all about the pictures and stuff, that just impresses me more than it would to see you standing in the front of every photo. It SHOULD be about music, and I'm not saying that it ISN'T for Benji and Joel, I just see that it is different for you.

As for people getting to know you to get closer to the rest of the guys *sighs* that is ridiculous. It literally makes me sick. The first time I ever talked to Josh he told me pretty much the same thing and I thought to myself "Oh God, I hope he doesn't think that is how I am" I mean...no offense but I gain nothing from knowing the singers of GC. They are great guys, yes, but I don't feel some sort of twisted importance for knowing them...

Is this making any sense??
How 'bout this. I would love to talk to you sometime, so IM me. AIM is x0jenlovex0

<3

[chrisxgc]

*Nods* I know Jen, and I appreciate your words. Sometimes simply by speaking to someone, you can make them feel 100% better. Knowing that there are at least a few people out there who actually know that I am a part of GC too, makes me feel better. I just I have never expressed my feelings on this to anyone, and when I got ready to do this update, the emotions just poured out and I couldnt stop them. *laughs a bit* But I know your right. Thank you, and next time I sign on AIM I will be sure to give you a holla.

[saintpaulthomas]

Hey man I am not all about the pictures. *laughs* although who doesn't need to see my beauty on a daily basis. Nah I am kidding. I know you will find happiness Chris. it's just a matter of time. I know that you might say Paul I have been waiting forever. But remember good things come to those who wait.

[chrisxgc]

*Laughs* Paul you are a dork. You know this right? But yeah who wouldnt want to see you everyday? hahaha. Anyways, I am about to say fuck it and give up man. Tired of waiting.