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Therapy
I had a good day today. I had a good long sleep, woke up for a few minutes to say wish my boyfriend a good day before he went off to work, and he wished me sweet dreams. Woke up in time to join him for breakfast, and I did a half hour leg exercise immediately after. I made myself a big breakfast, which I shared with my sister and Brayden, then ( Read more... ) -
Therapy
So my previous session, my therapist said my symptoms of PTSD are reduced enough so we can focus of trauma and sexual abuse. My session yesterday however, she said something didn't sit right with her so we did a full forensic evaluation. 344 questions. Oh boy. So that's new anxiety we're going to deal with until our next session. At least it's ( Read more... ) -
LJ
I hate how LJ has shifted to fit social media. I'm aware it's always been social media, but I really don't care about some random person's party habits ( Read more... ) -
Inauguration Day
I'm currently sitting at my computer watching the inauguration, trying to calm my nerves before my therapy session in two hours. I've been in therapy for almost four months, and in that time I see my growth. I look back at things I've said and done just a few months before therapy, and I am ashamed of what I've said and thought. My homework from ( Read more... ) -
Persona 3
I just finished playing Persona 3 and I'm feeling so many emotions. I only started this game this year despite it releasing in 2006. I heard it's the best game in the persona series so I wanted to check it out. Persona 5 for me was a frustrating game because the story didn't make sense and felt way too long. Persona 4 was darker but the ( Read more... ) -
Dark the Netflix Series
Fuuuuck. I just finished binged the entire last season and I have all the feels. I think I hold Dark to a high standard because it was what I expected of Stranger Things and that show did not live up to my expectations. Season 1 wasn't bad, it was fun to watch but it wasn't as strange as I was expecting. Don't even get me started on Season 2. ( Read more... ) -
Growing Up with a Narcissistic Mother
I used to try to write out my trauma in a chronological order to make it easier for my readers, but fuck it. I'll write about what bothers me now. I've learned my issues have always been trying to please and make things easier for other people instead of doing what I want. As sad as it is to have almost been 30 when I learned to say no and do ( Read more... ) -
Second Choice
I don't know why I let people treat me the way they do. Probably because I don't deserve any better. But why don't I deserve any better ( Read more... ) -
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So I recently had a breakdown and posted about it on Facebook. Family was calling me and trying to talk to me but I really didn't want to talk. I wanted to be left alone because i was in a bad mood. I appreciate it, but I wanted to be alone. I read an article a long time ago that when you're in a safe environment, all the repressed feelings ( Read more... )