no really who does? so now its prob been what almost 5 years since my last post. things are still rough, have had 2 girlfriends that both fucked me up , and make me not want to date anymore, since i don't want to use girls i guess i will stay solo for a very long time. i have a year left in school and i lack the confidence to design...great right ( Read more... )

So I'm watching ameircan pie 2....came out the year I graduated ..highschool...prob is my life has been such a cluster fuck...I'm just now going into college ya I know...*uck. So now what? Almost 30 living in bfe college town in PA ..wtf...arg I'm suure a lot that don't know me may or may not read this ...last time I posed I lived in ohio...god I ( Read more... )

ya..so confused.
i want more she hints she doses but ...says no
im done
cold
frozen blood
nomore
....no more

so here it gos i'm posting from my phone hahahah

so i posted an easter card and art work in my myspace, i deiced i would post that same blog here, a lil late but it happens, so here is what i posted at myspace. let me know what you think... thanks

Well its time of that year were we celebrate easter ya huh? haha, but i deiced just like xmas and v-day to make a speical card. my motivation easy.. ( Read more... )

so time came and went and the nite of Valentines day i made a speical card for my myspace freinds. and now that i found time between work and well work.. im posting it here... i hope you enjoy the art wrok is entitled " out of order" i go tthe idea after i bought the card for 84 cents and read it hahah ...


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I know I've
been talking about it though last year, but here it is, though all the rough
times last year, i finished it 30 min's till midnight!


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so its approching that time of the year, in a few days it will be a year from the date were i got kicked out/ decied it would be best if i left the basement. a year... all i remember is , i cant remmeber, it happend so fast a fight then  a  "leave"   my world was shattered , so i though, so i though ,  my world wasnt shattered , the more i look at ( Read more... )

arg i fucking hate it!  who wants to loan me 4000 dollars? iwil pay ou back in 8 years??? lol i need a new computer, printer, scanner, and aboout 1000 dollars in programs...yep  new setup pretty much ?? any one want ot help me??  lol

-cilly

so ive been thinking the past 2 hours.... what i did this week,  its been a rough week cuz at my dads factory we had to lay off about 30 workers, cuz lets say  a certion company we did business with are complete dicks! yep grade A assholes! cocksuckerS!

also this week i sat down with my father... basicly told im i will step up and learn everything ( Read more... )