at least... movie day..  a lil fight club, some king kong, and ramdom pick and a nice large pizzza for 5 dollars made like you should pay 10 for it! cant go wrong... some pop and kool aid.. mmm  i need to make it an event i think ... have people come over with food and shit sett it all over my kittchen buy some chiars and watch movies  and what not ( Read more... )

you know what sounds good right now... laying on the couch , watching a nice drama and drinking a nice cup of  coffee .. mmm and some gram crackers!  yep ... but instead im awake and drawing and talking online so im content lol , i hope everyones has a good nite

-cilly

its   1am and im bored.. anyone want to watch a movie with me???
or spend a nice relaxing day with me tomrrow???

HAHAHAHAHAH    who wants to clean my apartment for me? all i want to do is draw today but my apartment is so messy! reward is dinner and movie??? any takeers??????????

life is consuming me still like waves in the ocean. An uncontrolled power… everything feels so out of reach. I keep on searching for answers… for more questions to clear thing sup… very few have been able to impact me lately very few.  People try... but it’s like swatting a fly away.  I guess it’s to the point of …

no return.

Monday brings on a ( Read more... )

mm i love doctors they drain me for everything i got... damn them fuckers!  so this is were i stand,  i  have half a toenail, im getting probed soon..haha that shoudl be fun! and my bankaccount after i pay rent for next month will be at 0000.00 so who wants to buy artwork? lol   but yea just stoping in again while im feeling well to say hi, hope ( Read more... )

so yea , just stoping in saying HI to everyone! hope things are great theses days!!

-cilly

Warning!!! forgive my spelling and grammer.. i didnt not feel i need to change it for this blog that and im too lazy! ha, jk, this will be my last post for a while..basicly untill i can pay for an account! wich i plan on doing!! in a month i hope!  but i thougt i woudl leave you with a lil bit of me .. and another side of my art.  take care eveyone ( Read more... )

so the doctor doesnt think its going to be soemthing really bad! so he just want to check some things...in like 3 weeks wen im insured! and then finaly say what it is.. thank god! .. and also my mom agreed to help me pay for this.. cuz she just doesn think its right that this came on after being on soem meds! .. so yea.  alll in all i might be able ( Read more... )

so yea.. its been fun! but unfortenly with the medical bills coming up, and rent going hither.. and me trying to start up some stuff and my artwork... i dont think i will be able to put out the money for DN.. gosh i wish , cuz i love it here!  but yea

its been grand.. i love everyoen here for there support over the pat year .. cuz i know its been a ( Read more... )