i have a friend who tells me that everything happens for a reason. this is very comforting to think, but i think it relies too much on rationalization to make a reason for everything that happens. what the fuck is the reason then when the fiancee of my cousin gets malignant lung cancer detected right after they get married? i dont really see any, ( Read more... )

dont really know what to say. out of the fuckin loooooopppp ( Read more... )

how can you know more about yourself after having a conversation with someone? even if you dont talk about yourself. thats pretty cool

just a few quick things ( Read more... )

i really dont think any words should be sacred. i mean how can you give into a word???? its just a word.

and asiago cheese is the fucking shit.

and i received a letter, and i couldnt wipe the smile off my face for the whole day. thats a fucking good feeling

i am not quite why i use livejournal. i check it because it gives me the feeling that i am connected, i guess, but we all know that isn't quite sufficient ( Read more... )

my drive back to school was through one giant cloud. it extended through pennsylvania, connecticut AND massachusettes. i think it was pathetic fallacy. i felt as though i was travelling between my two different worlds, and so i descended into the murky darkness of the cloud and then entered a perfectly clear williams ( Read more... )

question:

if you at first think something but then realize how stupid/bad/assinine/horrible/egotistical/myopic/etc. the thought is...are you still a good person?

or put it another way:

does counteracting intially bad thoughts and repeating to yourself "thats so stupid" or "how could i even think that" make a bad person with a conscious or a good

home is a mixed blessing very much like college is a mixed blessing, but each is mixed differently....got it ( Read more... )

i almost got through the whole drive home without a ticket.

and i left a lot in williams.

this christmas is going to be different than everyother one that i have had before.

and i am home.