Back when I was young,
Couldnt wait to grow up,
get away and get out on my own,
looking back now aint it funny how
Ive been trying to get back home (yeah)

When my low self esteem
needs a man loving me
and i find me a perfect catch
then i see my friends having wild weekends
and i dont wanna get quite so attached

Just as soon as I get what I want
I get ( Read more... )

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one ( Read more... )

Lately i've had much to think about ( Read more... )

Things to do tonight:

Awana
American Idol
GLEE
Clean room

all in all, not too bad.

You know those commercials (usually for asthma) where there's one person standing in the street and the whole world is bluring past them?

thats how i feel.

'cept i don't have asthma.

that's just my life.

For all you romantics... you know who you are.

( Drabbles at 3am )

looking at my life lately has lent me to the conclusion that i'm far too busy for a boyfriend! When in the world would I hang out with him? Between 10:00and 10:05? Ha.

So for now i'll be in love with Love (and Jesus). I'll live through the weddings of my friends and clients. And be happy where I am.

And I am very, very happy.

Upsides ( Read more... )

Well... its Friday. But that doesn't mean much to me. Everyday is Friday these days.

Lets see...I'm still desperately searching for a job. I need to find work ASAP. Its getting to the point that my parents are yelling at me about it. I also need to keep my room clean (but thats a different story).

I had a really really strange phone call last night. ( Read more... )

dear Jesus,

thank you for that magical gift of snow just now. You're awesome beyond reason. Even though my fingers are numb and my toes are blue, this has been the best day i've had in a long time.

YOU'RE AWESOME!!!

love you with all my heart,
angela